AHHHHHH!!!!!

ow. pain pain pain pain pain pain pain. brawr.

the back of my upper arms are hurting from yesterday's wakeboarding. but i figured wakeboarding's still pretty funk.its a whole lot of fun.

but the jellyfishes are the bitch!! rawr!

me and meh doggies put it dowwn on da girls on da floor goin zizikizamzam zizizazum

sigh. last nite had another weird dream. firstly it was in an unknown location which looked abit like orchard mrt the control station there, but it was an airport. or at least a place people go to to go to other countries. then there were weird pple in the place. students mostly. den henry (the dream one) told me smthn about putting me and someone's pics on everyone's display pics. huh. rite. den this girl walks up to me and like asks me if we can talk. i'm like yea ok. so dat girl as far as i cna rmb (note my memory sucks) was qutie chio, short and had nice eyes. heh. den we walk and talk, and apparently she is a tjcian. >< and den we click and blah blah blah go eat lunch/dinner/some meal.

den i nto sure wad happen. forgot liao. but it was smthn along the lines of smthn major happened, maybe an explosion or smthn. cant rmb ><

oh yea and sher appeared too. weird.

and i woke up and i'm like "wtf".

and now i'm sitting in front of the comp with my chinese book on my lap waiting to be done but instead i'm blogging shit. shit.

i like long stories. like long long stories. HAHA!!

apparently theres gonna be a new fantastic 4 movie. so says shan/jessica alba. hm.

and now i shall end this post with a quote: "poo".

brawling in the dark

seriously, this is quite sad. i haf taken to replaying pokemon. red. wtf.

honestly!

terrible i tell u. terrible!!!

sheep some times i wonder if i noe u at all. its quite sad really, how things have turned out. so many questions, so few answers. so many things to do, so little time given to us. i sometimes think to myself, maybe it aint worth it after all. but den the devil says: "shuttup and get up already.." and i look at him. and i really want to slap him. but u and i both noe i cant.

its always as i dream it. so different. things are always so much more...beautiful in my dreams. so much more...right. how i wish things could turn out like they do as i dream them. but i know it cant. it wont. for its all but a fantasy. reality's a whole different bitch.

nein?

since i aint got inspiration to blog i haf resorted to a meaningless entry with some meaning

yay.

i haf made a list of strange resolutions. well i haven physically made any list in any form, but i've planned on some stuff.

1. be less bitchy. i shall try very hard to do this. the plan is to regulate myself... and jus i dunno tink of other stuff to obsess myself with

2. be less angry/angsty etc. basicaly i'm not gonna let things get to me so easily. like i used to.

sigh. this is very sad. its always liddat when i blog den halfway don feel like bloggin anymore.

this is fucekd lah. i oso dunno wassup with this and that.

pple shld seriously start agreeing with me.

i think, slowly, i'm changing. theres nothing very obvious, but i think its in the little things. i sense i'm becming different. becoming more... i dunno. some one tell me.

i think going crazy, or at least having moments of insanity, it aint dat bad. it provides me with an alternate reality for all of 2 secs.

there are times i'm not even sure what i'm doing. actions dat jsu happen, without me actually contemplating them.

its queer to think dat maybe its all but a cycle. things coming back to itself. jus like how last yr all began. again.

i need to rediscover some parts of the old me. the not-so-blah me. really.

default rocks. everyone go listen to default.

jimmy eat world rocks. you know it.

taking back sunday rocks. ok so i'm slow but better late then never.

lifehouse rocks.

bawling my heart and swallowing all the clouds and blind me

f'in dejavu

its so strange. to think one year later i'd be walking the exact same path i did. ok so one year ago i was running, but that really isnt the point. and its so strange, that this time it was with my family, and one year ago it was with people i hardly knew. the irony really. life jus has to do that eh? take it and throw it in ure face. woohoo.

its so sad, cos while walking towards esplanade, i was talking to the moon. seriously.

haiz. time really has a habit of slipping away.

bahs.

honey its been a long time coming...

stupid pple shld die. honestly. or shld i add stupid pple who don accept the fact that they are stupid, and summore act clever. die irritatin stupid pple. seriously. i don get how anyone can tink so damn highly of him/herself. and i thought i was the limit. in all honesty, bias aside, some pple are jus naturally dumber than others. why cant some pple jus accept the fact that they really arnt dat brilliant and thus not act like it? (believe me i came to this conclusion a long time ago... ) i mean, wads the point of arguing just for the sake of arguing? if u've lost, u've lost. arguing further only makes u appear stupid(der).

i jus don understand how some people just don get it. losers.

dont you see? you're really all that i want... you're only all i ever need...

someone PLEASE donate me a life. i beggeth of you...

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some fun facts.

did you know.....?
- more movies are produced in India every year than in hollyhood.
- that Mercedes cars were named after a girl
- intelligent people have mroe zinc and copper in their hair
- theres a nba baller named derrick zimmerman
- title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for U.S. citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles
- If you could count the number of times a cricket chirps in one minute, divide by 2, add 9 and divide by 2 again, you would have the correct temperature in celcius degrees
- The Antpitta avis canis Ridgley is a bird that looks like a stuffed duck on stilts and barks like a dog
- Grapes explode when you put them in the microwave
- In England, the Speaker of the House is not allowed to speak.
- In Texas, a recently passed anticrime law requires criminals to give their victims 24 hours notice, either orally or in writing, and to explain the nature of the crime to be committed.
- In Alaska, it is legal to shoot bears. However, waking a sleeping bear for the purpose of taking a photograph is prohibited.
- Los Angeles' full name is "El Pueblo de Nuestra Senora la Reina de los Angeles de Porciuncula".
- 23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their butts.
- During the chariot scene in "Ben Hur," a small red car can be seen in the distance.
- The very first bomb dropped by the Allies on Berlin in World War II killed the only elephant in the Berlin Zoo.
- The glue on Israeli postage is certified kosher.
- Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour.
- The ant, when intoxicated, will always fall over to its right side.
- Michael Jordan makes more money from Nike each year than all the Nike factory workers in Malaysia combined.
- The day after President George W. Bush was reelected, Canada's main immigration website had 115,000 visitors. Before Bush's re-election, this site averaged about 20,000 visitors each day.
- Mel Gibson has personally earned almost $400,000,000 from his movie "The Passion of the Christ".
- desmond is too bored with physics bio and elective work begging.

argh mothers suck too

my gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yea. its kinda scary. nowadays, i'm gettin irritated by the smallest details in life. the way a person walks, the words pple use, even how pple stand. and i've jus been frustrated as hell... i mean, everyday i go home and its the same old routine of bein lectured by my dad. i'm not sayin i aint wrong, cos i am, but he jus overdoes it. sigh.

somebody pls pls pls come save me.

take me away, keep me from this rain...

i really want to thank you...

sigh. isnt the weather jus terribly wonderful? i love rainy days... (for all those too slow no i'm not bein sarcastic). rainy days are so nice... haha. esp the ones where theres a light-medium rain, clear, not too dark skies... and no thunder/lighting...

its these kinds of days that i love.
i dunno, but i feel calmer.
more in love with the world.
its days like this i jus wanna sit in an open field,
bug free dat is,
and i dunno. jus lie down and let the rain fall down on me.
i really love the rain.
i like walking in the rain i really do...
listenin to nice music,
or else jus listenin to the sounds of the world.
sigh isnt it jus beautiful?

and maybe theres dat special someone there rite by your side...

wish wishing wished wisheded wish upon a fallin star...

hey have we met before?

actually yea.

haha.

well i've been goin thru my past, and i discovered some interestin stuff.

1. me and samuel were in the same k2 class!















cool rite. ok not so, but dats not THE DAMN POINT.

bah i'm feelin lazy and aaronnish now. shall continue some other time. which is never really...

haha. u can laugh but u cant make fun of me. cos the joke's on you. no wait. the joke IS you...

rawr bitch

you're falling out of reach...
you're defying gravity...

haiz. life jus friggin rocks... seriously. having a father who's threatening to bash your head in with a baseball bat jus makes it better...

this is crap seriously. theres 23mins left on the stupid watch dog shit on the calss comp, and i aint done nuts for my bio. wee. happy is the new me. bah. i'm like so screwed lah... woohoo.

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thrid, maybe fourth time lucky?

yesterday was a strange day.

while i was walkin my dog, along the path beside my hse i saw 3 couples. a cheena one, an indian one, both middle aged, and a young chinese couple. who were btw makin out in the big field.

so aniwae the sky was really clear, so could see loads of stars. which reminds me, the path beside my hse is a great place for star gazin. the surrounding not dat many tall stuff, so can see the sky pretty well, and when the sky is clear its really nice cos can see loads of stars.

ok the point of this post is?

be cool, be a jew

zz ok i haven blogged in ages, even with so many things dat has happened. ok so update on my life =)

mood: bored.

ok so some of the stuff dat has happened.

magic fundoshi:
omg i was so pissed of with the stupid play. seriously. wad a waste of 32.40. the day wasnt too bad, cos got take neos, but the play was sooo dumb and retarded. i seriously was qutie appalled by the sheer no-brainness of the play. it was hardly funny, unless u consider all those overly used "jokes", and there was no plot at all!! argh was i pissed dat nite.

operation tumor:
yea so on sunday, 9/4/2006, i went for an operation for the first time! actually i tink it was my first time in the hospital as a patient. as far as i can rmb dat is... and it was pretty cool. the tag is funky =) haha. oh yes one thing. THE STUPID OUTFIT SUCKS... the pants were so big i had to hold them up everytime i stood up >< hm the operation was actually qutie cool. i was covered with this heated blanket thing which was blardy shiok, den the GA was damn damn shiok. haha.

bah no mood to blog. haiz world love me yay.

hur hur the horses sing.

when the've all gone away

today during the workshop thing joe talked about him and his sis, and i was moved by his story. i really was. and yea i teared. why? cos it really affected me... his story, it sounds so much like mine. and it made me think. it made me tink real hard... about things dat haf happened in the last yr and 3 months.

so i thought. about my marks. about sws. about my parents. about sher. about my frens. about some of the choices i've made. some of the decisions i've made. and looking back, i cant help but feel goddamn sad. cos sadly, i've lost it all... really. nowadays i don really feel much. everythin seems so far away...

i ask myself, is this what i want? my answer? no its not. but its wad i haf. its wad i've given myself. so want it or not i jus haf to get it done, this shit i've brought onto myself. blame me for the mistakes i've made, blame me for the choices i didnt make. anything goes really.

is it so hard to keep promises? or is it jus dat one chooses not to? becos there are promises i want to keep, promises i hope pple will keep, and maybe we'll all be better off. waiting, holding on, mistaking life for what it is.

i am incoherence.

all time been frozen, just an hour maybe two...

so i'm a sentimental old fool...

sue me. bitch.

jus trying to sort out my life

for once, well not exactly, but yea for once my title is pretty straight to the point. my life is fucked up. seriously. i'm in need of some serioua help... bleh. sigh i seriously need to sort out my life... its pretty screwed rite now... i aint doin my work, my marks are shit, i'm fallin asleep in class, i don get bio and chem, and sometimes maths also, i'm gettin pissed all the time, i'm losin control of my emotions, i'm friggin fighting with my dad all the time etc.

its tiring. its is.

it hurts to think about the past. when things were so much more...simple. i guess thigns get gradually mroe difficult as we grow older, which is expected. u noe, when i was younger, i never thot things would be the way it is now... not the fucked up family part that is... sigh. does it hurt? i guess it does... but as time goes by, the feeling kinda fades. more numb to it i guess.

sigh. its so difficult nowadays. people are so busy. its like, theres no one to really talk to anymore. it feels strangely lonely.

i g u e s s i k n e w i t a l l a l o n g .

ooohh...

bah i injured my toe. like a whole bit of skin jus peeled off... ouch.

bleh hci. ><

cos i had a bad bloody day

argh. 2day was a very bad day. i passed the hideous poster not once, not twice, but.....THRICE!! yay freakin thrice. bah dats a bad omen. her rarrr-i-want-to-bite-u face is so wrong and really kinda ugly... bah.

on another note, pple who really liked cashflow, i was tinkin if there were 5 or less of u maybe can come my hse play, cos i got the game, cos my aunt bought it but never really used it. or if got alot of pple we can go to the boardgame cafe thingy!! yay...

bah.