i DO NOT remotely resemble any teletubby in any form. like for real.
on another note, math lessons are wayyy screwed. i tell u dang is damn funny lah. everytime he does his hur hur laugh my whole table starts to laugh. the fact we are right at the front doesnt help. and wa lau the way dang shoot pple damn seh lah >< ahahaha. maths is wayyy funny.
i am quite pissed. today i haven done anything random yet. this sucks.
lemme ask u. if i'm better den you, and you and i both know it, does it give me the right to be arrogant?
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
Monday, July 17, 2006
happy birdday to you my deerest frined.
ok i have a new resolution. from this day onwards, for as long as i am able to, i shall do an absolutely pointless and random act.
mon, 17-7-06
today i sat at the bus stop opp vj for 40 mins. yea i jus sat there, watching bus after bus go past, watching people come and go. i saw like 5 36s, 3 43s, 2 48s, 2 31s, 4 196s, 2 197s, 1 55, i tink u get my point.
bah.
mon, 17-7-06
today i sat at the bus stop opp vj for 40 mins. yea i jus sat there, watching bus after bus go past, watching people come and go. i saw like 5 36s, 3 43s, 2 48s, 2 31s, 4 196s, 2 197s, 1 55, i tink u get my point.
bah.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
eating bread with kaya
how i have changed.
hear the story of my life,
now that it all falls apart.
its quite funny,
how things happen.
u know, i never quite thot it'd be this way.
call me naive, wad have u,
i guess like what they always say,
things arent meant to be.
at all.
people change.
they really do.
and in many ways too.
right before my very own eyes i have watched,
as people grow, older, more mature,
or well in some cases become more childish.
or maybe, i'm just blind.
to forget, we must first remember.
hear the story of my life,
now that it all falls apart.
its quite funny,
how things happen.
u know, i never quite thot it'd be this way.
call me naive, wad have u,
i guess like what they always say,
things arent meant to be.
at all.
people change.
they really do.
and in many ways too.
right before my very own eyes i have watched,
as people grow, older, more mature,
or well in some cases become more childish.
or maybe, i'm just blind.
to forget, we must first remember.
mental undressing
have you ever thout about death?
about life, and what it really means?
everytime i have time,
like on the train, in the car,
i tinnk about these things.
sometimes.
i think about,
what happens when we die.
does our conciousness just disappear?
do we become plain nothingness?
many have faith in life after death.
people want to go to heaven.
but then what?
stay there and rot
for eternity?
what about reincarnation?
when one is reincarnated 100 years on,
do we know anything of our previous lives?
logic says no.
but that little bugger inside,
he's saying, maybe.
so maybe, one day i'll be back.
ruling the world.
of course assuming i dont do that in this life.
about life, and what it really means?
everytime i have time,
like on the train, in the car,
i tinnk about these things.
sometimes.
i think about,
what happens when we die.
does our conciousness just disappear?
do we become plain nothingness?
many have faith in life after death.
people want to go to heaven.
but then what?
stay there and rot
for eternity?
what about reincarnation?
when one is reincarnated 100 years on,
do we know anything of our previous lives?
logic says no.
but that little bugger inside,
he's saying, maybe.
so maybe, one day i'll be back.
ruling the world.
of course assuming i dont do that in this life.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
everybody screaming
here i am,
listening to my heart beat.
straining my eyes,
is that me that's bleedin in the mirror?
aha. there you are. finally.
smiling, no laughing, at me.
but are you then so sure?
cos i must tell you,
i aint done with this.
stars will die,
pigs wont fly,
and i swear,
one day,
i'll find some way to be by your side cos you need me or i need you or maybe its your birthday or maybe its christmas maybe i just bump into you on the way to school thing is i really dont know how but one day i'll be with you.
-insert riff here-
hm i guess what they say is true.
listening to my heart beat.
straining my eyes,
is that me that's bleedin in the mirror?
aha. there you are. finally.
smiling, no laughing, at me.
but are you then so sure?
cos i must tell you,
i aint done with this.
stars will die,
pigs wont fly,
and i swear,
one day,
i'll find some way to be by your side cos you need me or i need you or maybe its your birthday or maybe its christmas maybe i just bump into you on the way to school thing is i really dont know how but one day i'll be with you.
-insert riff here-
hm i guess what they say is true.
justify full (no no no you just dont understand)
its funny.
life has this strange little way of screwing with u.
somehow, she always finds some way to get at you.
be it the little things,
kicking a small curb and breaking your slippers,
to the real shit.
i know its not fair to say its not fair,
for really, nothing is.
to believe anything could be fair,
foolish, i say.
so it must be that one deals with it.
one way or others.
and i already made my choice long time ago.
now it appears i live to suffer by it.
not regret, just suffer.
i cant say i was right,
but i hardly think it was wrong either.
a choice had to be made.
i'm not wondering if it was the right one,
i'm not one to dwell on such stuff.
maybe its karma.
as much as i dont believe in those shit,
it has a strange way of coming back right at you.
fight fire with fire.
to be an ass you gotta have a hole.
sherlock and holmes maybe.
i'm prob resigned to the outcome.
but at least i know,
i'm superior in more ways than one.
hey call me proud,
arrogant, condescending,
anything you want.
at the end of the day,
you and i both know,
it'll be i standing on the rooftops.
you'll be cleaning MY cellars.
so what if i do a little bit of shouting? =D
life has this strange little way of screwing with u.
somehow, she always finds some way to get at you.
be it the little things,
kicking a small curb and breaking your slippers,
to the real shit.
i know its not fair to say its not fair,
for really, nothing is.
to believe anything could be fair,
foolish, i say.
so it must be that one deals with it.
one way or others.
and i already made my choice long time ago.
now it appears i live to suffer by it.
not regret, just suffer.
i cant say i was right,
but i hardly think it was wrong either.
a choice had to be made.
i'm not wondering if it was the right one,
i'm not one to dwell on such stuff.
maybe its karma.
as much as i dont believe in those shit,
it has a strange way of coming back right at you.
fight fire with fire.
to be an ass you gotta have a hole.
sherlock and holmes maybe.
i'm prob resigned to the outcome.
but at least i know,
i'm superior in more ways than one.
hey call me proud,
arrogant, condescending,
anything you want.
at the end of the day,
you and i both know,
it'll be i standing on the rooftops.
you'll be cleaning MY cellars.
so what if i do a little bit of shouting? =D
and tell me you'll be strong...
it sucks to worry.
about things that seem seas apart.
about phantom ghosts.
i feel,
when i'm worrying about someone/thing else,
somehow i start worrying about myself.
you try to help, but you realise,
the one that truly needs helpin is yourself.
answers lie not within, but without.
helpin someone,
u are asking yourself to sympathise.
empathise.
thing is, can you?
can you bring yourself to open up,
not to others, but to yourself.
are u willing to face ureself?
cos if you're not, you're better off on your own...
about things that seem seas apart.
about phantom ghosts.
i feel,
when i'm worrying about someone/thing else,
somehow i start worrying about myself.
you try to help, but you realise,
the one that truly needs helpin is yourself.
answers lie not within, but without.
helpin someone,
u are asking yourself to sympathise.
empathise.
thing is, can you?
can you bring yourself to open up,
not to others, but to yourself.
are u willing to face ureself?
cos if you're not, you're better off on your own...
Friday, July 14, 2006
angels and airhorns
today is a beautiful day.
the skies are filled with stars.
there are almost no clouds in the skies.
i can look up, and count the stars, and lose myself in the wonderous emptiness.
i can look within, and lose myself into the sea of thoughts, all gravitating towards nothingness.
and then i understand.
you know, it aint over till its over. now is it?
the skies are filled with stars.
there are almost no clouds in the skies.
i can look up, and count the stars, and lose myself in the wonderous emptiness.
i can look within, and lose myself into the sea of thoughts, all gravitating towards nothingness.
and then i understand.
you know, it aint over till its over. now is it?
Thursday, July 13, 2006
yellow yellow skies
today is a gd day. i managed 2 blocks, 1 3-pointer, shot baove 50%, made jump shots, was 1-2 for bridge, shot the moon twice, and scored the least points for one game of hearts. 31 when aaron hit 100++.
yay. =)
yay. =)
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i'm swinging...
you know, the muttons in the morning rock!! ok ok i'll be real. they don rock. BUT THEIR PARODIES ARE LMAO FUNNY... seriously. they are wayyy to funny... the hung up one was hilarious, and the latest clocks one is oso dman funny!! hahaha.
ok anyway on a more serious note, i wish to express my desire to have a star wars themed ip prom. seriously. play the imperial march when everyone enters the ballroom. den we can all dress as jedis. and i will somehow get a braid =D and then...
ok scrap that shit. its not gonna work. think.
-10hrs pass by-
hm ok gimme more time to think. i shall come up with a wonderful idea, since my underwater (literally), floating and star wars ideas all aint gonna cut it.
how about a red carpet event?
ok anyway on a more serious note, i wish to express my desire to have a star wars themed ip prom. seriously. play the imperial march when everyone enters the ballroom. den we can all dress as jedis. and i will somehow get a braid =D and then...
ok scrap that shit. its not gonna work. think.
-10hrs pass by-
hm ok gimme more time to think. i shall come up with a wonderful idea, since my underwater (literally), floating and star wars ideas all aint gonna cut it.
how about a red carpet event?
what does one do, when the greatest day of one's life comes and goes and one never knew it happened? tell me.
i have taken the time to categorically analyse the small things in life that makes life the bitch that she is. or well in some cases just proves that evolution never really evolved us monkeys.
1. ironing. dont u tink its kinda stupid? we spend time to make ourselves look neat, but mess it up the next minute. but we still do it aniway.
2. hair cuts. i still tink its very cheeky how people take money from you by taking things off you. i mean, things like clothes, make up etc all are put ON you, and you pay for them. haircuts they take thigns OFF you, and you pay for them. its kinda dumb really. its almost as if hair keeps growing to give these people a means of making a living.
3. moving advertistments. by far one of the dumber inventions by mankind. i mean, wads the point of an advertistment when it goes past so fast you dont have time to read them? the other day i was in the car, and we drove past this van advertising for smthn. i was like: "uh, does one like pace the van just to read the advert? hopefully its an insurance advert, so at least i'd know who to call when i'm in my hospital bed recovering from the crash."
4. ask-dan. the section on 987 where u ask daniel ong stuff. the show basically is an advertistment for 1) daniel ongs stupidity or lack of intelligence 2) his not very funny sense of humour. it gives him a chance to laugh at himself after trying to act smart. and we all just cringe. its not as if the questions werent his...
5. missing clothing. especially underwear and socks. i am very pissed. i somehow keep losing underwear and socks. i HAD 6 pairs of black ankle socks. now i have 2.5 pairs. and i'm losing underwear too! other things that have gone conspicuously missing are my $45 aiddas shirt which i actually spent my money to buy, my fila tennis shorts, my brooks shorts, among other shit.
6. whiny pple. seriously i still dont understand why they were invented. i mean, they have no function except to make life hell for you. hell i could find more use with a stone. i could use it to kill them whiny ones.
7. the handphone pouch. seriously think about it. you take extra effort to put your phone in another casing, so that in tehh case you need your phone you have to exert extra effort to remove it from the casing. oh and waste valuable rings too. stupid i say.
8. james blunt. the very epitome of a gay ugly despo fag using his 4-100 mins on tv to strip.
9. dumb statistics. such as the 0.01% rise of flu cases last week. i mean like WAD??? seriously does it raelly make it a difference?? its like, 0.01% of 4 million is......a very small number. hang on while i get my calculator. ah yes dats 400 pple? ok so now i'm scared. its like who ima gonna be among those 400 pple doomed to get flu! so i better stock up on my panadols in case!! i bet with you these stupid stats are just a ploy to boost panadol sales. afterall, pharmacies pay tax?
10. mind readers. they are serioussssly annoying people. which is why i avoid talkin to them. it jus sucks all the fun out of communication. its like,
me: "hey you..."
him: "yea yea. i agree man. that totally sucks..."
me: "uh, si..."
him: "hm sweet. no problems on that. matter of fact i'll get to it right away."
me: ><
11. fat girls with short skirts/shorts. one word. DISGUSTING. wassup with these bitches man? don they understand the simple rule? ugly legs -> cover them up. it hurts to look at these girls. i don haf a prob with girls wearing short skirts and shorts, PROVIDED they have nice legs. ok i'll settle with decent legs. but no FAT legs. argh. why dont these people understand that it is a crime to hurt others?? if i had my way all fat girls will wear long pants for the rest of their lives.
12. moments of absolute boredom, resulting in pointless acts like this. suck man...
1. ironing. dont u tink its kinda stupid? we spend time to make ourselves look neat, but mess it up the next minute. but we still do it aniway.
2. hair cuts. i still tink its very cheeky how people take money from you by taking things off you. i mean, things like clothes, make up etc all are put ON you, and you pay for them. haircuts they take thigns OFF you, and you pay for them. its kinda dumb really. its almost as if hair keeps growing to give these people a means of making a living.
3. moving advertistments. by far one of the dumber inventions by mankind. i mean, wads the point of an advertistment when it goes past so fast you dont have time to read them? the other day i was in the car, and we drove past this van advertising for smthn. i was like: "uh, does one like pace the van just to read the advert? hopefully its an insurance advert, so at least i'd know who to call when i'm in my hospital bed recovering from the crash."
4. ask-dan. the section on 987 where u ask daniel ong stuff. the show basically is an advertistment for 1) daniel ongs stupidity or lack of intelligence 2) his not very funny sense of humour. it gives him a chance to laugh at himself after trying to act smart. and we all just cringe. its not as if the questions werent his...
5. missing clothing. especially underwear and socks. i am very pissed. i somehow keep losing underwear and socks. i HAD 6 pairs of black ankle socks. now i have 2.5 pairs. and i'm losing underwear too! other things that have gone conspicuously missing are my $45 aiddas shirt which i actually spent my money to buy, my fila tennis shorts, my brooks shorts, among other shit.
6. whiny pple. seriously i still dont understand why they were invented. i mean, they have no function except to make life hell for you. hell i could find more use with a stone. i could use it to kill them whiny ones.
7. the handphone pouch. seriously think about it. you take extra effort to put your phone in another casing, so that in tehh case you need your phone you have to exert extra effort to remove it from the casing. oh and waste valuable rings too. stupid i say.
8. james blunt. the very epitome of a gay ugly despo fag using his 4-100 mins on tv to strip.
9. dumb statistics. such as the 0.01% rise of flu cases last week. i mean like WAD??? seriously does it raelly make it a difference?? its like, 0.01% of 4 million is......a very small number. hang on while i get my calculator. ah yes dats 400 pple? ok so now i'm scared. its like who ima gonna be among those 400 pple doomed to get flu! so i better stock up on my panadols in case!! i bet with you these stupid stats are just a ploy to boost panadol sales. afterall, pharmacies pay tax?
10. mind readers. they are serioussssly annoying people. which is why i avoid talkin to them. it jus sucks all the fun out of communication. its like,
me: "hey you..."
him: "yea yea. i agree man. that totally sucks..."
me: "uh, si..."
him: "hm sweet. no problems on that. matter of fact i'll get to it right away."
me: ><
11. fat girls with short skirts/shorts. one word. DISGUSTING. wassup with these bitches man? don they understand the simple rule? ugly legs -> cover them up. it hurts to look at these girls. i don haf a prob with girls wearing short skirts and shorts, PROVIDED they have nice legs. ok i'll settle with decent legs. but no FAT legs. argh. why dont these people understand that it is a crime to hurt others?? if i had my way all fat girls will wear long pants for the rest of their lives.
12. moments of absolute boredom, resulting in pointless acts like this. suck man...
Sunday, July 09, 2006
its so easy...to rock it all niiiitttteeeee!!!!!
whoa. the following is what was going thru my head whilst i was in the toilet awhile ago:
homchelah, mehnokah.
chikichikichikichikicholahmoh,
chakachakachakachakahomchumkah!
the following is what is going thru my mind as i am typing this, realising how strange all teh above is:
WTF?!?!?!?!?
homchelah, mehnokah.
chikichikichikichikicholahmoh,
chakachakachakachakahomchumkah!
the following is what is going thru my mind as i am typing this, realising how strange all teh above is:
WTF?!?!?!?!?
Thursday, July 06, 2006
I WANT TO BE A ROCKSTAR
really. watching rockstar supernova makes me feel that way. honestly, the show rocks. pun not intended. compared to this american idol is shit. i quote marty casey (<3): "i'm too good for american idol." absolutely.
aniwae i tink the new batch has more talent. last time round last 8 already still got weak pple. however i tink previous batch more personality. there was suzie, ty, jd, and MARTY.
from ep 1 my reviews.
large chick - notin spectacular.
iris dude - woohoo!! i liked his performance
aussie dude - this guy rocks. his version of knocking on heaven's door was wonderful. and i laughed out loud when gilby clarke went "i've played this song a gazillion times." hilarious i tell u...
third girl - was aight.
icelander - boo. poor song choice, cos its so blase.
screahy chick - sang bring me to life. i absolutely loved the intro, but i realyl hate her voice. its too audrey like ><
guitar chick - i like her. abit to bland, considerin she's singing nickleback, but at least she's good at her guit.
soul guy - i'm ok with his soul concept, but i jsu don get his voice. too clear.
coldplay dude - ok LAH.
DILANA - she abssolutely rocked. at first i was like "oi wtf why u standin there not moving like a total idiot?" den she went off and i'm like "WHOA". top 5 at least.
baby girl - she has an AMAZING voice. really. not sure she's supernova tho.
wobbly guy - i agree witht he band. he aint got stage presence. too wobbly.
4-11 chick - dunno why but i don take to her.
bad tie guy - ewww. he murdered the song lah. i was like WTF.
mcr dude - he absolutely rules!! very mcr. but has a much more interestin voice and style. and funk hair too!!!!!!
yay supernova. now if only they'd get someone to sing a gnr classic. i'd die.
aniwae i tink the new batch has more talent. last time round last 8 already still got weak pple. however i tink previous batch more personality. there was suzie, ty, jd, and MARTY.
from ep 1 my reviews.
large chick - notin spectacular.
iris dude - woohoo!! i liked his performance
aussie dude - this guy rocks. his version of knocking on heaven's door was wonderful. and i laughed out loud when gilby clarke went "i've played this song a gazillion times." hilarious i tell u...
third girl - was aight.
icelander - boo. poor song choice, cos its so blase.
screahy chick - sang bring me to life. i absolutely loved the intro, but i realyl hate her voice. its too audrey like ><
guitar chick - i like her. abit to bland, considerin she's singing nickleback, but at least she's good at her guit.
soul guy - i'm ok with his soul concept, but i jsu don get his voice. too clear.
coldplay dude - ok LAH.
DILANA - she abssolutely rocked. at first i was like "oi wtf why u standin there not moving like a total idiot?" den she went off and i'm like "WHOA". top 5 at least.
baby girl - she has an AMAZING voice. really. not sure she's supernova tho.
wobbly guy - i agree witht he band. he aint got stage presence. too wobbly.
4-11 chick - dunno why but i don take to her.
bad tie guy - ewww. he murdered the song lah. i was like WTF.
mcr dude - he absolutely rules!! very mcr. but has a much more interestin voice and style. and funk hair too!!!!!!
yay supernova. now if only they'd get someone to sing a gnr classic. i'd die.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
wah seh lamamama
die you irritatin assholic act cool ugly bad fashion sense ugly shoes ugly bag bad hair irritatin rude arrogant proud myopic poseur.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
i gave us some place to go
here are some games you MUST play, jus for that little kid in you.
1. bomberman!!1
2. banzai brothers (brudders) - old old old nintendo 64 game, but classic shit.
3. pikaball ><
4. street figther, becos its so damn great.
5. worms. its so damn cute!!
6. pac man. wad can i say.
7. super mario!!!! woohoo this is like the all time greatest game.
8. monster rancher. another gay but cute game.
9. sonic. really. theres nothing like it.
10. bomberman. again cos its really so damn great.
enjoy!!! and release that kid ure holdin yea? thnx.
1. bomberman!!1
2. banzai brothers (brudders) - old old old nintendo 64 game, but classic shit.
3. pikaball ><
4. street figther, becos its so damn great.
5. worms. its so damn cute!!
6. pac man. wad can i say.
7. super mario!!!! woohoo this is like the all time greatest game.
8. monster rancher. another gay but cute game.
9. sonic. really. theres nothing like it.
10. bomberman. again cos its really so damn great.
enjoy!!! and release that kid ure holdin yea? thnx.
Monday, July 03, 2006
even when your hope is gone move along move along jus to make it thru...
here are some kinds of people i really dont like:
1. poseurs. all kinds really. they are jus serious loseurs.
2. fakes. ahh this one i have serious issues. i honestly cannot stand people who are fake. meaning they dont have a fixed persona, identity, character etc. these kinds of people act differently around different people. they conform their identity to the situation. i feel this is really pathetic and quite sad. one should take ownership of oneself, and impose your identity on the situation, instead of the other way round... i have a policy of doing things for oneself, not for others.
3. dumb people who try to act smart. this kind of people are jus so paradoxical. on one hand you want to laugh at them, on the other you also feel sorry for them for being so stupid. these people are really hopeless, cos half the time, well actually mroe than half, they are ignorant fools. you want to help them, but theres no point. theres no changin them. best to leave them alone.
4. egoistic people. they are sooo irritatin. theres the kind where they never think they are wrong. and when you prove to them they are, they still don see it and go "wadeva..." or smthn. they are so sad... then theres kind where they think everythin is their right. like say X doesnt really know Y, den X asks Y for some info, and when Y isnt willing to give, as Y is unclear of X's intentions, and also that Y doesnt really like X, X goes like "aiya fuck you lah. dont give dont give lor." i mean, you cant expect everyone to give you what they want rite??
5. people who try to act popular. i'm like go away...
6. people who are all of the above. i hope i dont know you. if i do, take it i dont =D
dont you swear at me. you aint got no right to...
1. poseurs. all kinds really. they are jus serious loseurs.
2. fakes. ahh this one i have serious issues. i honestly cannot stand people who are fake. meaning they dont have a fixed persona, identity, character etc. these kinds of people act differently around different people. they conform their identity to the situation. i feel this is really pathetic and quite sad. one should take ownership of oneself, and impose your identity on the situation, instead of the other way round... i have a policy of doing things for oneself, not for others.
3. dumb people who try to act smart. this kind of people are jus so paradoxical. on one hand you want to laugh at them, on the other you also feel sorry for them for being so stupid. these people are really hopeless, cos half the time, well actually mroe than half, they are ignorant fools. you want to help them, but theres no point. theres no changin them. best to leave them alone.
4. egoistic people. they are sooo irritatin. theres the kind where they never think they are wrong. and when you prove to them they are, they still don see it and go "wadeva..." or smthn. they are so sad... then theres kind where they think everythin is their right. like say X doesnt really know Y, den X asks Y for some info, and when Y isnt willing to give, as Y is unclear of X's intentions, and also that Y doesnt really like X, X goes like "aiya fuck you lah. dont give dont give lor." i mean, you cant expect everyone to give you what they want rite??
5. people who try to act popular. i'm like go away...
6. people who are all of the above. i hope i dont know you. if i do, take it i dont =D
dont you swear at me. you aint got no right to...
the long way round
ok since i'm seriously bored and wayyy to sianded to do anything else, i have decided i shall write a very long blog entry about i'm not sure what in particular.
ok so let me start with the topic of biology, specifically the shit taught in schools. seriously, do we REALLY need to know how plants reproduce and how the artery comes after the vein? is it VITAL to know that humans are of so and so species or kingdom or what not? i mean, is there any significant bearing on our current lives? which is why i seriously tink its a stupid subject. and having a boring shit teacher helps alot too. i mean, farah doesnt jus make the lesson boring. she makes the world world slow to a friggin crawl. i honestly think she has powers of some kind, where during bio lessons she makes time slow down, prolongin the torture that is bio, den makes you drift off into sleep, only for her to pointedly ask you a question. i mean, ????. dats jus seriously inhumane lah. seriously i tink farah can be used as a means of torture.
now its not that i'm against the sciences. i think the sciences is a very honerable cause, and without it, society and the world in general would be in shits. however, the way in which teh sciences are communicated to the scientifically un-inclined or the un-scientifically inclined, its wrong. they dont make it not-interesting. they make it boring. there is a difference. whilst the former indicates that the lesson, whilst not being interesting, still has btis and pieces of value in it. the latter is berift of anything. the only thing usefull from a boring lesson is time to do other stuff like writing songs or poems or thinking up strategies of world domination.
sidetrack: here are some strange things i do when i'm very bored in class.
1. write stuff that bear fleeting resemblances to poems.
2. "draw" its more like making marks on the paper that are suppose to resemble actual or non-actual objects.
3. write down random lines of random words jumbled together.
4. write a journal entry. although i don actually have a journal.
5. hold a written conversation with cheryl, but writing in mirror. hey i can actually do that decently. and read it too. =)
6. tink of soccer formations. (since invigorate soccer is now over this prob will not happen anytime soon.)
7. write down names of things (generally bands) i like, occupying and thuis wasting a whole side of paper in my notebook.
ok sidetrack over. where was i? (nb hate me ROXXXXX!!!!)
oh yes the sciences. yea so i'm pretty much a very arts inclined person. i mean i cant draw for nuts, and i'm not even sure i can draw nuts, but i'm inclined in the sense that my humanities outstrip my sciences, and i'd pick a piano/guitar over a pipette filler anyday. however we must look at the stats. in a typical jc, say vjc, there are like 5 arts classes, compared to like 20+ sci classes. what does this tell us? 1. alot of pple actually seriously like sci, or seriously dislike arts, or suck at humans real bad. 2. alot of pple are doing what they think is best for their future, as opposed to what they want. you could say its a matter of need vs want. 3. herding instinct. everyone's doing sciences, so i shall do it oso! also, this invariably means that there will be alot of people going to uni with As in science subejcts, and prob graduate with a degree in engineering and what not. and this results in a society with lots of sciency people and not too many (some say not enough) arts inclined people. this is unavoidable. we are moving towards a society that places much focus on the sciences. the government emphasises the need to develop the art scene, and at the same time building a biohub, in ADDITION to all the other science related industries already out there.
so what is my point? my point is that whilst science is safe and ultimately perceived as the better option, other then the sciences wizs and the really interested people, i ask that people give the arts some consideration. dont listen to your parents. what do they know? think of what you want, when you want. if its still science, den go for it. but don overlook the arts so quickly.
btw yes i'm bent on taking the arts. anything else and i might as well fling myself off some building in bedok. no wait make that orchard. then sure reported in the papers one. esp if i land on some dude.
so on to my next topic. my dream house. i remember some time ago over 2 chi lessons me and eileen discussed each of our dream cribs. money not an issue of course. so what is my dream house? i havent got an exact idea, but i know what i definitely want to have. oh and i figured a 3 storey terrace with a rooftop terrace would be sweet. i base the following on it.
1. a view of the sky, unobstructed by nearby buildings. this is a must. cos i luv looking at the sky. its very zen. i'll set aside one balcony, or if possible a rooftop garden, just for me to lie back and watch the sky. on a clear night of course. and i'll jus lie on the floor. chances are half the time i'll fall asleep. if it rains? better still.
2. water feature/s. i haf this crazy idea of water flowing through every floor of my house, such that like from the terrace, theres a water feature, then it spirals down to the 3rd floor, where next to the staircase it flows down via small steps to the second floor where it waterfalls to the first floor. cool rite!! yea thing is i really like water. and i think more than anything for the movement.
3. a basement. it'll just be way cool.
4. a bridge of some sort. it'll also be way cool. maybe a structure for my house such that they are "2" buildings? connected by a bridge, where water runs beneath it. so cool!
5. a totally sound proof room. also an absolute must in my dream house. den i'll pack it with drums guits amps basses a keyboard. then we can jamm!!!! yea yea. throw in a violin or sax.
6. a garden place. some place that is green lah. cos i tink i'm quite a nature person. i enjoy natural surroundings. maybe even a corner with a little hut to sit and meditate or smthn.
haha. anyone very very very free wanna come up with some kind of design for me? i'll be eternally grateful.
so dats some things i want in my dream house. excluding the ferraris of course.
ok on to my third topic, which is that of inter-personal "relations". specifically the act or process of hating. honestly, i think hating is bloody stupid. i mean really really really dumb and pointless. of course i'm guilty of having hated people, but in retrosepct, its all dumb. i mean, when you hate a person, you're wasting time and energy to dislike someone, and the funny part is you never get anything back in return. so its a matter of throwing money away, instead of spending it. its dumb lah. when u hate someone u centre ure attention, ure energy and if bad enough your life around this person. and does this person actually feel like all sorry and bummed?? of course not! it'll onyl make him more arrogant and cocksure and feel all powerful and shit. the whole concept of hating is very paradoxical. technically the point of hating someone would be to make a persons likfe shit or something to that effect, but you're also making your own life shit. we've learnt in ss econs opportunity cost. by hating, you're giving up being happy. you're giving up enjoying your own life to worry abotu anothers life. isnt that stupid?
instead, we should all try to either like someone, or disregard someone. instead of hating, just don care. half the time, actually more, the person you hate is probably not worth hating, esp if he's a person many pple tend against. to hate a pathetic person you make yourself pathetic also. it means you're going down to his level. no point. while loving everybody is possibly impossibable and overly idealistic, we should at least try smthn to that effect. treasure those you have, and don give a shit about those you dont. dont however make it a point to hate anyone. its also bad for your health. i should know.
i have up to the previous sentence typed 1477 words. haha. accordin to ms word.
hm ok fourth topic. lets see. ok i shall discuss some things i more or less live for. the first thing is most defintiely and undoubtably music. i love music. all kinds minus most rap, heavy metal, i'm not big on techno, boring classical and crazy frog. i know how to play tow instruments, although i wish that number was a lot larger. i want to learn to play drums, bass, the sax, the violin and probably upright bass.
so why do i like music so much? there are a variety of reasons i can think of. the first would be that its something i can immerse myself into. much like playing soccer (to be discussed). it allows for me to lose myself in something, and that i dont haave to really think about other things. which is why i liek taking the mrt/bus alone. can spend quality time with my ipod. its not that i dont like takgin with people or i'm a loner or wad. its differnt lah. taking with people you can joke and talk and shit. i mean you cant tell youself a joke in the mrt rite. -.- whilst listening to music i can really lose myself into almost another world.
the second thing i like about music is how it reflects one's moods. well for me generally shit moods. i dont really listen to much happy music nowadays. but thing is, when you're, or i am, feeling down or wad, and i listen to sad, depressing music, its comforting. yea prob in some demented way, but for me its quite comforting. and like when i'm all pissed and all i can listen to music and sort of soothe myself. i reccomend the slow jimmy eat world songs, coldplay, mcr and maybe some oasis.
and the third i'm not sure whether its a legitimate reason. its nto a reason per se. its more something in me that makes me musically inclined. i enjoy playing music, whether on the guit or on the piano. its abit of the above two, but also something more. i dunno.
ok dats all i shall think for today. chao and i'll see you again.
remember, its better to have a little sense of humour in times of war, then to have no sense of humor at all. at least you die laughing.
ok so let me start with the topic of biology, specifically the shit taught in schools. seriously, do we REALLY need to know how plants reproduce and how the artery comes after the vein? is it VITAL to know that humans are of so and so species or kingdom or what not? i mean, is there any significant bearing on our current lives? which is why i seriously tink its a stupid subject. and having a boring shit teacher helps alot too. i mean, farah doesnt jus make the lesson boring. she makes the world world slow to a friggin crawl. i honestly think she has powers of some kind, where during bio lessons she makes time slow down, prolongin the torture that is bio, den makes you drift off into sleep, only for her to pointedly ask you a question. i mean, ????. dats jus seriously inhumane lah. seriously i tink farah can be used as a means of torture.
now its not that i'm against the sciences. i think the sciences is a very honerable cause, and without it, society and the world in general would be in shits. however, the way in which teh sciences are communicated to the scientifically un-inclined or the un-scientifically inclined, its wrong. they dont make it not-interesting. they make it boring. there is a difference. whilst the former indicates that the lesson, whilst not being interesting, still has btis and pieces of value in it. the latter is berift of anything. the only thing usefull from a boring lesson is time to do other stuff like writing songs or poems or thinking up strategies of world domination.
sidetrack: here are some strange things i do when i'm very bored in class.
1. write stuff that bear fleeting resemblances to poems.
2. "draw" its more like making marks on the paper that are suppose to resemble actual or non-actual objects.
3. write down random lines of random words jumbled together.
4. write a journal entry. although i don actually have a journal.
5. hold a written conversation with cheryl, but writing in mirror. hey i can actually do that decently. and read it too. =)
6. tink of soccer formations. (since invigorate soccer is now over this prob will not happen anytime soon.)
7. write down names of things (generally bands) i like, occupying and thuis wasting a whole side of paper in my notebook.
ok sidetrack over. where was i? (nb hate me ROXXXXX!!!!)
oh yes the sciences. yea so i'm pretty much a very arts inclined person. i mean i cant draw for nuts, and i'm not even sure i can draw nuts, but i'm inclined in the sense that my humanities outstrip my sciences, and i'd pick a piano/guitar over a pipette filler anyday. however we must look at the stats. in a typical jc, say vjc, there are like 5 arts classes, compared to like 20+ sci classes. what does this tell us? 1. alot of pple actually seriously like sci, or seriously dislike arts, or suck at humans real bad. 2. alot of pple are doing what they think is best for their future, as opposed to what they want. you could say its a matter of need vs want. 3. herding instinct. everyone's doing sciences, so i shall do it oso! also, this invariably means that there will be alot of people going to uni with As in science subejcts, and prob graduate with a degree in engineering and what not. and this results in a society with lots of sciency people and not too many (some say not enough) arts inclined people. this is unavoidable. we are moving towards a society that places much focus on the sciences. the government emphasises the need to develop the art scene, and at the same time building a biohub, in ADDITION to all the other science related industries already out there.
so what is my point? my point is that whilst science is safe and ultimately perceived as the better option, other then the sciences wizs and the really interested people, i ask that people give the arts some consideration. dont listen to your parents. what do they know? think of what you want, when you want. if its still science, den go for it. but don overlook the arts so quickly.
btw yes i'm bent on taking the arts. anything else and i might as well fling myself off some building in bedok. no wait make that orchard. then sure reported in the papers one. esp if i land on some dude.
so on to my next topic. my dream house. i remember some time ago over 2 chi lessons me and eileen discussed each of our dream cribs. money not an issue of course. so what is my dream house? i havent got an exact idea, but i know what i definitely want to have. oh and i figured a 3 storey terrace with a rooftop terrace would be sweet. i base the following on it.
1. a view of the sky, unobstructed by nearby buildings. this is a must. cos i luv looking at the sky. its very zen. i'll set aside one balcony, or if possible a rooftop garden, just for me to lie back and watch the sky. on a clear night of course. and i'll jus lie on the floor. chances are half the time i'll fall asleep. if it rains? better still.
2. water feature/s. i haf this crazy idea of water flowing through every floor of my house, such that like from the terrace, theres a water feature, then it spirals down to the 3rd floor, where next to the staircase it flows down via small steps to the second floor where it waterfalls to the first floor. cool rite!! yea thing is i really like water. and i think more than anything for the movement.
3. a basement. it'll just be way cool.
4. a bridge of some sort. it'll also be way cool. maybe a structure for my house such that they are "2" buildings? connected by a bridge, where water runs beneath it. so cool!
5. a totally sound proof room. also an absolute must in my dream house. den i'll pack it with drums guits amps basses a keyboard. then we can jamm!!!! yea yea. throw in a violin or sax.
6. a garden place. some place that is green lah. cos i tink i'm quite a nature person. i enjoy natural surroundings. maybe even a corner with a little hut to sit and meditate or smthn.
haha. anyone very very very free wanna come up with some kind of design for me? i'll be eternally grateful.
so dats some things i want in my dream house. excluding the ferraris of course.
ok on to my third topic, which is that of inter-personal "relations". specifically the act or process of hating. honestly, i think hating is bloody stupid. i mean really really really dumb and pointless. of course i'm guilty of having hated people, but in retrosepct, its all dumb. i mean, when you hate a person, you're wasting time and energy to dislike someone, and the funny part is you never get anything back in return. so its a matter of throwing money away, instead of spending it. its dumb lah. when u hate someone u centre ure attention, ure energy and if bad enough your life around this person. and does this person actually feel like all sorry and bummed?? of course not! it'll onyl make him more arrogant and cocksure and feel all powerful and shit. the whole concept of hating is very paradoxical. technically the point of hating someone would be to make a persons likfe shit or something to that effect, but you're also making your own life shit. we've learnt in ss econs opportunity cost. by hating, you're giving up being happy. you're giving up enjoying your own life to worry abotu anothers life. isnt that stupid?
instead, we should all try to either like someone, or disregard someone. instead of hating, just don care. half the time, actually more, the person you hate is probably not worth hating, esp if he's a person many pple tend against. to hate a pathetic person you make yourself pathetic also. it means you're going down to his level. no point. while loving everybody is possibly impossibable and overly idealistic, we should at least try smthn to that effect. treasure those you have, and don give a shit about those you dont. dont however make it a point to hate anyone. its also bad for your health. i should know.
i have up to the previous sentence typed 1477 words. haha. accordin to ms word.
hm ok fourth topic. lets see. ok i shall discuss some things i more or less live for. the first thing is most defintiely and undoubtably music. i love music. all kinds minus most rap, heavy metal, i'm not big on techno, boring classical and crazy frog. i know how to play tow instruments, although i wish that number was a lot larger. i want to learn to play drums, bass, the sax, the violin and probably upright bass.
so why do i like music so much? there are a variety of reasons i can think of. the first would be that its something i can immerse myself into. much like playing soccer (to be discussed). it allows for me to lose myself in something, and that i dont haave to really think about other things. which is why i liek taking the mrt/bus alone. can spend quality time with my ipod. its not that i dont like takgin with people or i'm a loner or wad. its differnt lah. taking with people you can joke and talk and shit. i mean you cant tell youself a joke in the mrt rite. -.- whilst listening to music i can really lose myself into almost another world.
the second thing i like about music is how it reflects one's moods. well for me generally shit moods. i dont really listen to much happy music nowadays. but thing is, when you're, or i am, feeling down or wad, and i listen to sad, depressing music, its comforting. yea prob in some demented way, but for me its quite comforting. and like when i'm all pissed and all i can listen to music and sort of soothe myself. i reccomend the slow jimmy eat world songs, coldplay, mcr and maybe some oasis.
and the third i'm not sure whether its a legitimate reason. its nto a reason per se. its more something in me that makes me musically inclined. i enjoy playing music, whether on the guit or on the piano. its abit of the above two, but also something more. i dunno.
ok dats all i shall think for today. chao and i'll see you again.
remember, its better to have a little sense of humour in times of war, then to have no sense of humor at all. at least you die laughing.
pr0n!!
love is terribly wonderful. so is it so terrible its wonderful or so wonderful its terrible?
whats happiness if it cannot be shared? would one be able to experience the emotion of happiness if theres no one else to share it with?
why is the hardest part of having something letting go? they say you dont miss your water till its gone. i say lets all drink wine.
whats more terrifying? knowing or not knowing?
why do we believe in monsters? its but another way of looking at people non?
they say the quickest way to a man's heart is food. bullshit.
what are answers, but questions to the questions we are asking?
does one stoop low, or does one fall?
if you succeed, another must fail. so are you selfish or selfless?
there are no truths. there are only lies, bigger lies, or fake truth.
dont believe it when someone tells u something. instead, believe what they aint telling you.
i'm not gay.
whats happiness if it cannot be shared? would one be able to experience the emotion of happiness if theres no one else to share it with?
why is the hardest part of having something letting go? they say you dont miss your water till its gone. i say lets all drink wine.
whats more terrifying? knowing or not knowing?
why do we believe in monsters? its but another way of looking at people non?
they say the quickest way to a man's heart is food. bullshit.
what are answers, but questions to the questions we are asking?
does one stoop low, or does one fall?
if you succeed, another must fail. so are you selfish or selfless?
there are no truths. there are only lies, bigger lies, or fake truth.
dont believe it when someone tells u something. instead, believe what they aint telling you.
i'm not gay.
Saturday, July 01, 2006
how happy can one be!
YAY!!! i am so happy!!! haha. although the girls lost cap ball (i'm tryin not to ref kayu), the guys won soccer!!
ok so lets rate the performance of our player today.
jobo: 10/10. !!! the only fault i can find is prob the overkickin of freekicks. but otherwise he won the game for us with some inspired keepin. woohoo!!
henry: 8/10. he worked bloody hard lah, running all over and there. only thing is never score even tho had a few opportunities. but still played a big part in the team.
subra: 8/10. solid 4 games. esp defendin. attacking did pretty well too, but was a rock when defending. hard to imagine yea?
john: 7/10. again another tireless worker. helped out with the defence alot. although kinda off attacking, with shots goin off here and there, still worked very hard.
joel: 6/10. did a pretty decent job defendin. had a few nice attacking moves, tho lost the ball a few times. but a gd performance too.
jonathan: 6/10. did a pretty nice job defendin. although at times sucked out of position, overall not a bad job.
eugene: 5/10. helped out in the attack. tho not very defensive minded, did very well in the final match defendin. so give him credit.
dessy: 3.5/10. terrible day more or less. crossin poor, passing not too gd, no shots (expected actually), it was pretty much lousy. only plus is probably in defence, where managed to help out. clashes with lemuel and cephas >< sorry guys. must do much better!!!
yay so dats how our players fared today.
ok so lets rate the performance of our player today.
jobo: 10/10. !!! the only fault i can find is prob the overkickin of freekicks. but otherwise he won the game for us with some inspired keepin. woohoo!!
henry: 8/10. he worked bloody hard lah, running all over and there. only thing is never score even tho had a few opportunities. but still played a big part in the team.
subra: 8/10. solid 4 games. esp defendin. attacking did pretty well too, but was a rock when defending. hard to imagine yea?
john: 7/10. again another tireless worker. helped out with the defence alot. although kinda off attacking, with shots goin off here and there, still worked very hard.
joel: 6/10. did a pretty decent job defendin. had a few nice attacking moves, tho lost the ball a few times. but a gd performance too.
jonathan: 6/10. did a pretty nice job defendin. although at times sucked out of position, overall not a bad job.
eugene: 5/10. helped out in the attack. tho not very defensive minded, did very well in the final match defendin. so give him credit.
dessy: 3.5/10. terrible day more or less. crossin poor, passing not too gd, no shots (expected actually), it was pretty much lousy. only plus is probably in defence, where managed to help out. clashes with lemuel and cephas >< sorry guys. must do much better!!!
yay so dats how our players fared today.
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