:D

That, and origin of symmetry. Give me a Hell Yeah!

managed to move!

YES YES YES YES YES finally i'm managed to move this damn blog over to this google account. awesome. i believe everything is now ported to this account so i can prob close down my old account :)

Positive Reinforcement

yes, they may be lies, but at least there is the semblance of happiness.

Just Yesterday

sigh. its difficult. no, its freaking damn impossible. i dunno how to deal. i'm not sure i'm ready to deal.

some things never change. and yet some things change and will never be the same. shit happens when the line between the two start to blur. and i hate it. i hate the lack of control.

its been a good week. its been very chill, going home every day. life out there really is quite different from life in a training school. i'm looking forward to it. its not going to be easy, of course. nothing in life is ever easy.

there is a sense of incompleteness that consumes the mind. 
perpetual helplessness, trapped and confined. 

FREAKING DAMN AWESOME