seriously though, i think i'm falling down a slope. this has to stop. i'm giving in and giving up a little too easily for my personal liking. its not right anymore.
i think i've figured it out. a big fear of mine is not so much that i don't know who i am, but rather that i'm too sure of who i am. i think i need to let go of certain things to allow myself a better perspective on things around me. everything makes sense, but it makes sense to someone, not just myself.
looking back at the past 3 days, i've come to a couple of major realisations that have a significant impact on the road ahead. its a good thing i guess. better now than later when it's already too late. for the most part, people are simple, but relationships (between people) are complicated. but it all gets a little tougher when having to deal with relationships between complicated people. and i realised that its something i've been away from for quite a long time. now i need to get back into it, dealing with it. ready, get set, go.
