another ripped quiz:
Are you currently grounded?
nope.
Do you snore?
i've been told...
Are you a lover or a fighter?
both ^^
What's your worst fear?
failure prob.
As a kid, were you a lego maniac?
yep. still haf ALOT of lego at home.
What do you think of 'reality' TV?
boring nowadays. and largely fake. ROCKSTAR IXNS IS THE BEST REALITY SHOW EVER!!!!!!
Do you chew on your straws?
dunno. sometimes.
Were you a cute baby?
yes.
Is single life for you?
hopefully not.
What colour is your keyboard?
black.
Is Barbie sexy?
nope. her boobs are too big, her legs too thin, head too empty and has no cunt.
Do you sing in the shower?
sometimes.
Have you gone bungee jumping?
nope. but i really want to.
Do you have any special talents?
erm, dunno. its relative. the talent to irritate people?
What is your ideal vacation spot?
many actually. england, new york, paris, canada, portugal
Can you swim?
yeah.
Are you a virgin?
yeah.
Do you care about the ozone?
no.
How many licks does it take to get to the centre of a tootsie pop?
i dunno. 1. wad the fuck is a tootsie pop? 2. why the hell do i want to get to the centre of ir? 3. must i lick it? i'd rather suck...
Can you sing the alphabet backwards?
doubt it.
Have you ever been on an airplane?
yeah. its nice.
Are you an only child?
no.
Do you prefer mechanical or electrical pencil sharpeners?
i use a mechanical pencil.
What's your stand on hunting?
hunt all the hell u like ^^
Is marriage in your future?
dunno.
Do you love your handwriting?
nope.
What are you allergic to?
dust mites.
When was the last time you said "I love you"?
never happened. i tink.
Do you cry at weddings?
nope.
How do you like your eggs?
fried.
Are blondes dumb?
depends. the prettier ones usually are.
Where does the other sock usually end up?
on my foot.
What time is it?
dunno. oh yes 10.26.
Do you have a nickname?
yah. many in fact. progressed over time.
Is MacDonald's disgusting?
no. but the food is kinda boring and lousy.
Who's your hero?
myself.
Are you in love?
head over heels. (goes and check tagboard)
When was the last time you were in a car?
jus now. on my way back home.
Do you prefer baths or showers?
don care.
Is Santa Claus real?
yah. santa claus = me.
Do you like having your neck kissed?
dunno. never had it happened. although i tink i mite :P
Are you afraid of the dark?
sometimes.
What are you addicted to?
sugar, music, sports, football, myself, food, sleep, my guitar.
Crunchy peanut butter or regular?
not a big fan of peanut butter.
Can you crack your neck?
yah.
Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
nah.
How many times have you brushed your teeth today?
once.
Are you a heavy sleeper?
yes. very much so.
What colour are your eyes?
i dunno. brown -> black.
How loud do you sneeze?
depends. sometimes loud sometimes soft.
Do you like your life?
YES!!!
Do you play any musical instruments?
piano, guitar (kind of), dats about it. but i can pick up stuff relatively fast ^^
Can you skateboard?
yes, but badly.
Have you ever stolen anything?
yep. 7-11 is too easy.
Do you like camping?
yeah. it is fun.
Are you horny?
depends. if i feel like it i could do it. the gel i'm using now is this weird nivea one which is pretty strong. and i still haf clay. i now to go get wax and spray. >.>
Do you snort when you laugh?
uh, doubt it.
Are dogs man's best friends?
nah. girls are man's best friends.
Do you believe in divorce?
not sure.
What's on your mousepad?
i don haf a mousepad. or when i do its like my guitar pick or smthn.
Can you do the moonwalk?
sadly not.
Are you a racist?
kind of. like i don particularly dislike any race, but i do laugh at them. for fun.
Do you make a lot of mistakes?
yes.
Is it cold outside?
dunno. my aircon is on...
Monday, October 24, 2005
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
only one
things i really need to start doing:
1. taking more photos. i seriously need to start getting more photos. my collection now is rather sad.
2. read the bible. i'm at exodus >.<
3. hit the gym and go running.
4. read. in general. i wanna get some non-fic books to read, in addition to the usual fiction.
5. get an amp to play the elec i borrowed from daniel. i seriously need to start palying my guitar. well.
6. write.
7. write.
8. write.
9. my webfolio. possibly.
10. shop. i'm deprived.
1. taking more photos. i seriously need to start getting more photos. my collection now is rather sad.
2. read the bible. i'm at exodus >.<
3. hit the gym and go running.
4. read. in general. i wanna get some non-fic books to read, in addition to the usual fiction.
5. get an amp to play the elec i borrowed from daniel. i seriously need to start palying my guitar. well.
6. write.
7. write.
8. write.
9. my webfolio. possibly.
10. shop. i'm deprived.
heres to the night
Some men see things as they are and ask why. Others dream things that never were and ask why not. - George Bernard Shaw
He looked out of the window, watched as the rain fell down onto the earth. Watch, as the heavens opened up, looked up to see but a bird flying in the sky. He stared long and hard. It was an eagle, gliding through the clouds that lined the horizon. The rain fell steadily, yet the eagle kept flying. airborne for the endless depths of time.
Everytime he looked, his life was in shambles. It had been this way for as long as he could remember. He had fallen so hard, so many times already. How was he to get up?
He walks in the rain, hoping it will all come true one day. He dreams.
--
a man without dreams is like a bird without wings. without dreams, a person cannot fly, a person cannot soar. without dreams, everyday is but anyday.
we must dream. dreams makes us more than who we are. it allows us to become the person we want to be. it elevates us to that special place, the place where truly nothing is impossible. dreams allow us to make things happen. dreams let us accomplish things we never thought we could do.
my father always tells me, dreams are nothing. they will get you nowhere. the reality is that the world is out to get you. and to this i say, you're wrong. yes the reality is that the world throws shit at you. but if you do not dream, if u restrict yourself from doing so, then you are but stopping yourself from going higher, from goin further.
dreams fuel the human spirit. it is that that makes us tick. as much as it is cliched, it is true. dreams do come true. granted msot wont, but if you give up now, will they ever come true?
--
Candles we all hold,
Aid the very sorrow we dont know.
Rain we all will fall,
Raw is the skin he wears.
Yearn for sweet beginnings,
My life to make it seem.
Young is that heart that burns,
Lost is the hope he was made to earn,
Over the rainbows he wants to walk.
Vain are the ones who saw this life,
Earnest are the souls who truly have gone.
Living for the times we both will share.
Long for the love we cannot bear.
He looked out of the window, watched as the rain fell down onto the earth. Watch, as the heavens opened up, looked up to see but a bird flying in the sky. He stared long and hard. It was an eagle, gliding through the clouds that lined the horizon. The rain fell steadily, yet the eagle kept flying. airborne for the endless depths of time.
Everytime he looked, his life was in shambles. It had been this way for as long as he could remember. He had fallen so hard, so many times already. How was he to get up?
He walks in the rain, hoping it will all come true one day. He dreams.
--
a man without dreams is like a bird without wings. without dreams, a person cannot fly, a person cannot soar. without dreams, everyday is but anyday.
we must dream. dreams makes us more than who we are. it allows us to become the person we want to be. it elevates us to that special place, the place where truly nothing is impossible. dreams allow us to make things happen. dreams let us accomplish things we never thought we could do.
my father always tells me, dreams are nothing. they will get you nowhere. the reality is that the world is out to get you. and to this i say, you're wrong. yes the reality is that the world throws shit at you. but if you do not dream, if u restrict yourself from doing so, then you are but stopping yourself from going higher, from goin further.
dreams fuel the human spirit. it is that that makes us tick. as much as it is cliched, it is true. dreams do come true. granted msot wont, but if you give up now, will they ever come true?
--
Candles we all hold,
Aid the very sorrow we dont know.
Rain we all will fall,
Raw is the skin he wears.
Yearn for sweet beginnings,
My life to make it seem.
Young is that heart that burns,
Lost is the hope he was made to earn,
Over the rainbows he wants to walk.
Vain are the ones who saw this life,
Earnest are the souls who truly have gone.
Living for the times we both will share.
Long for the love we cannot bear.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
in the end
tried so hard, and got so far, but in the end, it doesnt even matter.
i'm running through my problems again,
they keep crawling right on under my skin
if i think like you think,
it dont make my load much lighter.
i figured out what you're all about and i dont think i like what i see.
so i hope i won be there in the end when you come around.
i'm running through my problems again,
they keep crawling right on under my skin
if i think like you think,
it dont make my load much lighter.
i figured out what you're all about and i dont think i like what i see.
so i hope i won be there in the end when you come around.
love doesnt have to hurt
what is frenship? the term is commonly thrown around, but do we actually noe wad fens really are? to different people, friendship means different things. and to me, friends are very important.
friendship to me, is a commitment. or rather it must be a commitment. friends must be willing to sacrifice for each other. the saying "friends in need is a friend indeed". i tink dats wrong. a friend should be there, regardless whether you are in need or not. u must be willing to go the distance.
yet, i still believe friendship is a giving relationship. give, and hopefully get back some returns. one should not expect anything from the other party. be willing to always give, and in due time, you will be rewarded.
for true friendship to hold true, the simple element of trust is all important. it is the thing that seperates normal friends from the ones that truly matter. it is the defining factor of a working relationship. not just must you trust the other party, you must be able to place your trust in the value of the relationship itself. to be able to trust, and thus to know, that the bond between two people will ultimately transcend all petty issues. belief that it will hold strong. sounds impossible, but it can be done.
in any relationship, there are always problems. its inevitable. i have seen frienships degenerate, just because one or both parties weren't willing to give in. its of course easier said than done, but it can be done. even if it takes weeks of silence, it can, and will still work.
how quickly will you give up? how badly do you want that person? your answer will tell you jsut how much that person means to you. if he or she really means something to you, you won't ever give up. i believe in this. true friends must believe in one another. the cant just trust that the other party will act in a particular way. they must know it. they must make sure of it.
do u remember the time, back in primary school, where you told your best friend "friends forever"? i'm sure you've heard the phrase countless times, yet is it possible? i think it is, but you must be very clear how dear that person is to you. don't make empty promises. and it could work. it just could.
friendship hurts. it always does. which is why it should not be taken lightly. i believe a person is made by his or her friends, so be sure you pick the right people to surround youreslf with. it will sustain you or fuck you up real bad. nowadays, i think kids like us take friendship too lightly. we realise how important it is, how crucial it is in our lives, yet i'm not sure we're doing anything about it.
real friends must be willing to face the problems head on. one must not cower, must not run away from the problems. because it will ultimately cost each other each other. a lack of communication is key to breaking up two people. so we must be willing to talk. resolve issues as quickly as possible. yes give each other time, some space to think, and when that is done solve the problem.
i guess for me, themost important part of a true friendship is that both parties must put in the utmost effort for it to work. to do the above and more. to do everything within your capacity to understand the other, and to let the other understand you. its a gamble we have to take, lowering our walls, exposing the fragile inside. its a gamble that may pay off, if one puts in the effort. its hard work, i must admit.
true friendship. it asks for so much more than just a normal bf-gf relationship. and its so much better.
its hard to find someone like that, but if and when you do, its special aint it?
What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. - aristotle
friendship to me, is a commitment. or rather it must be a commitment. friends must be willing to sacrifice for each other. the saying "friends in need is a friend indeed". i tink dats wrong. a friend should be there, regardless whether you are in need or not. u must be willing to go the distance.
yet, i still believe friendship is a giving relationship. give, and hopefully get back some returns. one should not expect anything from the other party. be willing to always give, and in due time, you will be rewarded.
for true friendship to hold true, the simple element of trust is all important. it is the thing that seperates normal friends from the ones that truly matter. it is the defining factor of a working relationship. not just must you trust the other party, you must be able to place your trust in the value of the relationship itself. to be able to trust, and thus to know, that the bond between two people will ultimately transcend all petty issues. belief that it will hold strong. sounds impossible, but it can be done.
in any relationship, there are always problems. its inevitable. i have seen frienships degenerate, just because one or both parties weren't willing to give in. its of course easier said than done, but it can be done. even if it takes weeks of silence, it can, and will still work.
how quickly will you give up? how badly do you want that person? your answer will tell you jsut how much that person means to you. if he or she really means something to you, you won't ever give up. i believe in this. true friends must believe in one another. the cant just trust that the other party will act in a particular way. they must know it. they must make sure of it.
do u remember the time, back in primary school, where you told your best friend "friends forever"? i'm sure you've heard the phrase countless times, yet is it possible? i think it is, but you must be very clear how dear that person is to you. don't make empty promises. and it could work. it just could.
friendship hurts. it always does. which is why it should not be taken lightly. i believe a person is made by his or her friends, so be sure you pick the right people to surround youreslf with. it will sustain you or fuck you up real bad. nowadays, i think kids like us take friendship too lightly. we realise how important it is, how crucial it is in our lives, yet i'm not sure we're doing anything about it.
real friends must be willing to face the problems head on. one must not cower, must not run away from the problems. because it will ultimately cost each other each other. a lack of communication is key to breaking up two people. so we must be willing to talk. resolve issues as quickly as possible. yes give each other time, some space to think, and when that is done solve the problem.
i guess for me, themost important part of a true friendship is that both parties must put in the utmost effort for it to work. to do the above and more. to do everything within your capacity to understand the other, and to let the other understand you. its a gamble we have to take, lowering our walls, exposing the fragile inside. its a gamble that may pay off, if one puts in the effort. its hard work, i must admit.
true friendship. it asks for so much more than just a normal bf-gf relationship. and its so much better.
its hard to find someone like that, but if and when you do, its special aint it?
What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. - aristotle
Monday, October 17, 2005
whats cooler than being cool? ice cold!!
i don understand why pple are so worked up over their marks. come on. stress ureself once over the exams, why stress ureself after them?? wads the point? jus accept what you got with a smile, laugh about it, (i find my chem marks or lackthereof very amusing), and get on with it. the fun that is.
note: grace chua is a horrible and lame dj. guy tells her its a gd day and asks for daniel fucking powter. grace chua: "its a gd day why are u asking for a song called bad day? -laugh laugh-" like >.<
so back to point. i tink pple are somewhat over-reacting to the whole exams thing. i dunno. maybe i'm jus under-reacting, not caring enough blah blah blah. hus to say? at least i'm all smiley and happy.
on another note, i jus had to major arguments with my dad in two days. yes. on sunday i almost walked out of the hse. almost. i was halfway through packing my staff when the whole family was forced into my room to "settle the issues". and well we jus argued. i was losing/lost my temper at my dad. we were really shouting at each other. oh well, too bad i didnt get to get the fuck out of this place.
its good to know there are pple there for you.
its nice to know pple stilll do care.
i'm thankful that there is someone to fall back on.
we plan to run away when we grow up.
its sounds like what two small kids will say,
but its the truth.
i plan to run,
and at least i know u'll run away with me.
note: grace chua is a horrible and lame dj. guy tells her its a gd day and asks for daniel fucking powter. grace chua: "its a gd day why are u asking for a song called bad day? -laugh laugh-" like >.<
so back to point. i tink pple are somewhat over-reacting to the whole exams thing. i dunno. maybe i'm jus under-reacting, not caring enough blah blah blah. hus to say? at least i'm all smiley and happy.
on another note, i jus had to major arguments with my dad in two days. yes. on sunday i almost walked out of the hse. almost. i was halfway through packing my staff when the whole family was forced into my room to "settle the issues". and well we jus argued. i was losing/lost my temper at my dad. we were really shouting at each other. oh well, too bad i didnt get to get the fuck out of this place.
its good to know there are pple there for you.
its nice to know pple stilll do care.
i'm thankful that there is someone to fall back on.
we plan to run away when we grow up.
its sounds like what two small kids will say,
but its the truth.
i plan to run,
and at least i know u'll run away with me.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
it'll be you and me
i shall rip this thingy off wilbur's blog.
10 YEARS AGO I:
was 5.
was botak.
was short.
was in a christian kindergarden (ie church).
learnt how to play football.
was at my babysitters.
5 YEARS AGO I:
was 10.
was in tao nan.
was kinda crazy.
got into ALOT of trouble.
2 YEARS AGO I:
was in vs.
was still short.
stole from 7-11.
fought with yb.
got into alot of trouble again.
fucked up my eoys.
sat through a lesson by mr koh on "fuck".
1 YEAR AGO I:
had possibly the best year of my life.
started liking pink.
stopped stealing.
started disliking religion.
learnt that i haf horrible memory.
began talking to sher regularly.
YESTERDAY I:
played badminton.
played lan.
fucked up my arm real bad.
stayed up to watch the eng-poland match.
TOMOROW I WILL:
go to school for fucking j2 farewell assembly.
prepare for openhouse.
go out. hopefully.
chiong cs.
3 PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
england. london or manchester.
usa. new york, la, florida.
brazil.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
prove the non-existance of god.
travel the world.
earn lots of money.
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF :
coolheadedness.
my ego.
ability to pick up anythin with relative ease.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF :
weak.
low eq.
inability to trust people, bar one.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
fire.
loss.
failure.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
wakeboarding.
playing bass.
working a job.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
i am partly peranakan.
i hate god.
i've played cs less then 5 times in my life.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
get an amp.
master palying the guitar.
borrow cs form jared so i can play.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
journalist.
entrepeuner.
physcologist.
10 YEARS AGO I:
was 5.
was botak.
was short.
was in a christian kindergarden (ie church).
learnt how to play football.
was at my babysitters.
5 YEARS AGO I:
was 10.
was in tao nan.
was kinda crazy.
got into ALOT of trouble.
2 YEARS AGO I:
was in vs.
was still short.
stole from 7-11.
fought with yb.
got into alot of trouble again.
fucked up my eoys.
sat through a lesson by mr koh on "fuck".
1 YEAR AGO I:
had possibly the best year of my life.
started liking pink.
stopped stealing.
started disliking religion.
learnt that i haf horrible memory.
began talking to sher regularly.
YESTERDAY I:
played badminton.
played lan.
fucked up my arm real bad.
stayed up to watch the eng-poland match.
TOMOROW I WILL:
go to school for fucking j2 farewell assembly.
prepare for openhouse.
go out. hopefully.
chiong cs.
3 PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
england. london or manchester.
usa. new york, la, florida.
brazil.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
prove the non-existance of god.
travel the world.
earn lots of money.
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF :
coolheadedness.
my ego.
ability to pick up anythin with relative ease.
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF :
weak.
low eq.
inability to trust people, bar one.
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
fire.
loss.
failure.
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
wakeboarding.
playing bass.
working a job.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
i am partly peranakan.
i hate god.
i've played cs less then 5 times in my life.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
get an amp.
master palying the guitar.
borrow cs form jared so i can play.
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
journalist.
entrepeuner.
physcologist.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
i can see clearly now
yay the exams are over. whoopee...
so.
these are the things i want/need to get, in no order:
1. an elec guit + amp
2. new shoe (canvas, maybe adidas)
3. new shirts
4. a ball pump
5. new picks
6. strings 4 my acoustic
7. bball shorts
8. boardshort or 2
9. a new bag
10. wax, hair spray
11. new pair of specs with tinted lens
12. contacts
things i want to/will do during the hols:
1. cut my hair (read murder)
2. dye my cutted hair
3. work on my guitar playing
4. get a job
5. shop like hell
6. get together with (ex)tuition mateys
7. play soccer alot
8. play bball some
9. watch movies, the more the merrier
10. change my plan (oct 22 actually)
11. blog more
12. hit the gym
13. go jogging
14. crash pple's hse
15. stay overs (?)
16. go cycling
17. re-learn to wear contacts
hm i'm having writers block. kind of. actually more like bloggers block.
fuck.
so.
these are the things i want/need to get, in no order:
1. an elec guit + amp
2. new shoe (canvas, maybe adidas)
3. new shirts
4. a ball pump
5. new picks
6. strings 4 my acoustic
7. bball shorts
8. boardshort or 2
9. a new bag
10. wax, hair spray
11. new pair of specs with tinted lens
12. contacts
things i want to/will do during the hols:
1. cut my hair (read murder)
2. dye my cutted hair
3. work on my guitar playing
4. get a job
5. shop like hell
6. get together with (ex)tuition mateys
7. play soccer alot
8. play bball some
9. watch movies, the more the merrier
10. change my plan (oct 22 actually)
11. blog more
12. hit the gym
13. go jogging
14. crash pple's hse
15. stay overs (?)
16. go cycling
17. re-learn to wear contacts
hm i'm having writers block. kind of. actually more like bloggers block.
fuck.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
etuare
austria cheated.
they fielded a non-austrian player.
Andreas Ibertsberger wasnt austrian.
he was fucking french.
jus look at the way he reacted for both challenges by becks.
come on ever sonce that asshole left man u i loss all respect for him.
but yesterday he didnt deserve to be sent off.
i mean, the first challenge:
he went for the header,
stuck out his arm for leverage,
got very little contact.
wad that french bastard do?
crumple to the floor like he's been owned by a roy keane tackle.
come on. its becks.
he couldnt tackle so hard to save his life.
wimp.
so yes yellow crad, tho it mite haf been for smthn he said afterwards.
no matter.
second challenge.
i was thoroughly shocked.
becks didnt even make a tackle.
he pulled back from goin all in jus in time.
trailing leg clips the fucking french asshole.
wad he do this time?
the french way,
he falls like he's jus been crunched from behind.
flailing arms,
loud scream,
body snapping back,
falling and tumbling on the ground in exuberent fashion.
isnt that just so typically french.
and i tell u,
it is one of the better dives i've seen.
notin beats the viera one,
but this is close.
the yellowcard was so unwarranted.
ref can kiss my ass. bullshit.
so austria cheated.
fifa should do smthn...
they fielded a non-austrian player.
Andreas Ibertsberger wasnt austrian.
he was fucking french.
jus look at the way he reacted for both challenges by becks.
come on ever sonce that asshole left man u i loss all respect for him.
but yesterday he didnt deserve to be sent off.
i mean, the first challenge:
he went for the header,
stuck out his arm for leverage,
got very little contact.
wad that french bastard do?
crumple to the floor like he's been owned by a roy keane tackle.
come on. its becks.
he couldnt tackle so hard to save his life.
wimp.
so yes yellow crad, tho it mite haf been for smthn he said afterwards.
no matter.
second challenge.
i was thoroughly shocked.
becks didnt even make a tackle.
he pulled back from goin all in jus in time.
trailing leg clips the fucking french asshole.
wad he do this time?
the french way,
he falls like he's jus been crunched from behind.
flailing arms,
loud scream,
body snapping back,
falling and tumbling on the ground in exuberent fashion.
isnt that just so typically french.
and i tell u,
it is one of the better dives i've seen.
notin beats the viera one,
but this is close.
the yellowcard was so unwarranted.
ref can kiss my ass. bullshit.
so austria cheated.
fifa should do smthn...
Thursday, October 06, 2005
open your eyes
sigh. i cant get over her. hm. its strange. considering i saw her for wad 15 mins?
someone help me.
someone help me.
what the hell??
yay. i failed maths. honestly. i rule.
so, i'm bored as hell and cant give a shit about the papers tomorrow.
wonderful.
the shit playing on 987 totally blows.
fuck it.
wad the hell am i doing?
ok i guess this is really random.
sigh.
ok ok i noe.
i shall make song/artist recommendations.
everyone should listen to this kind of shit.
1. anything marty casey. i highly recommend trees, everlong, wish u were here, creep and mr brightside. and baby one more time.
2. sugar we're goin down. woot.
3. anything creed. mp3 only. do not, i repeat DO NOT watch any of their vids or look at pictures of the band.
4. everlong. original and acoustic.
5. bohemian rhapsody. queen, suzie mcneill, elton john & guns n roses. ONLY.
6. journey.
7. chicago.
8. my chemical romance. helena and i'm not ok. and if u can all the rest.
9. good charlotte ^^ special mention for riot girl. plus the normal selection.
10. scars. original and acoustic. papa roach.
11. alterbridge. open your eyes, down to my last, broken wings. and the reat if u can.
12. air supply.
13. swing swing. all american rejects. by far their best song.
14. i am the walrus. the beatles. its just plain funny shit.
15. freestyler. bomfunk mc.
16. boyzone. great songs.
17. unconditional. the bravery.
18. busted. !!.
19. jimmy gets high. daniel powter.
20. save tonight. orignal and acoustic. eagle eye cherry.
21. hotel california. eagles. plain classic.
22. eric clapton. u noe the songs. i hope.
23. doa. big me. foo fighters.
24. wake me up when september ends. greenday.
25. smoke on the water. metallica version.
26. november rain. guns n roses.
27. i predict a riot. kaiser chiefs.
28. photograph. nickleback.
29. somewhere out there. our lady peace.
30. pieces. sum 41.
31. under pressure. my chemical romance and the used.
32. velvet revolver.
33. westlife.
yeah. dats all i can tink of.
now for shit u must NEVER listen to.
1. britney.
2. jessica.
3. ashley.
4. hillary. nb i now somewhat detest joe madden.
5. avril.
6. james blunt.
7. travis.
8. jd fucktune.
9. pussycat dolls. look don listen.
10. s club anything.
11. rem.
12. gwen stefani.
13. keane.
14. jesse mcfuckney.
15. jay chou.
16. the reason. if u've heard it more than 50 times. limit air time of this song to once a month.
17. boulevard of broken shit. i mean songs. its sad...
18. holiday. greenday.
19. goldfrapp.
20. madonna.
21. lindsay.
22. G4. they suck balls.
23. dido. ew. i can only rmb it as dildo minus the l. >.<
24. destiny's child.
25. craid david.
26. bep. jus keep lookin at fergie.
27. barenaked ladies. they are pretty much crap.
28. a1.
29. 50 cent. he's, uhm, borin.
yes that will be it.
now u noe wad to and not to listen to.
enlightenment.
so, i'm bored as hell and cant give a shit about the papers tomorrow.
wonderful.
the shit playing on 987 totally blows.
fuck it.
wad the hell am i doing?
ok i guess this is really random.
sigh.
ok ok i noe.
i shall make song/artist recommendations.
everyone should listen to this kind of shit.
1. anything marty casey. i highly recommend trees, everlong, wish u were here, creep and mr brightside. and baby one more time.
2. sugar we're goin down. woot.
3. anything creed. mp3 only. do not, i repeat DO NOT watch any of their vids or look at pictures of the band.
4. everlong. original and acoustic.
5. bohemian rhapsody. queen, suzie mcneill, elton john & guns n roses. ONLY.
6. journey.
7. chicago.
8. my chemical romance. helena and i'm not ok. and if u can all the rest.
9. good charlotte ^^ special mention for riot girl. plus the normal selection.
10. scars. original and acoustic. papa roach.
11. alterbridge. open your eyes, down to my last, broken wings. and the reat if u can.
12. air supply.
13. swing swing. all american rejects. by far their best song.
14. i am the walrus. the beatles. its just plain funny shit.
15. freestyler. bomfunk mc.
16. boyzone. great songs.
17. unconditional. the bravery.
18. busted. !!.
19. jimmy gets high. daniel powter.
20. save tonight. orignal and acoustic. eagle eye cherry.
21. hotel california. eagles. plain classic.
22. eric clapton. u noe the songs. i hope.
23. doa. big me. foo fighters.
24. wake me up when september ends. greenday.
25. smoke on the water. metallica version.
26. november rain. guns n roses.
27. i predict a riot. kaiser chiefs.
28. photograph. nickleback.
29. somewhere out there. our lady peace.
30. pieces. sum 41.
31. under pressure. my chemical romance and the used.
32. velvet revolver.
33. westlife.
yeah. dats all i can tink of.
now for shit u must NEVER listen to.
1. britney.
2. jessica.
3. ashley.
4. hillary. nb i now somewhat detest joe madden.
5. avril.
6. james blunt.
7. travis.
8. jd fucktune.
9. pussycat dolls. look don listen.
10. s club anything.
11. rem.
12. gwen stefani.
13. keane.
14. jesse mcfuckney.
15. jay chou.
16. the reason. if u've heard it more than 50 times. limit air time of this song to once a month.
17. boulevard of broken shit. i mean songs. its sad...
18. holiday. greenday.
19. goldfrapp.
20. madonna.
21. lindsay.
22. G4. they suck balls.
23. dido. ew. i can only rmb it as dildo minus the l. >.<
24. destiny's child.
25. craid david.
26. bep. jus keep lookin at fergie.
27. barenaked ladies. they are pretty much crap.
28. a1.
29. 50 cent. he's, uhm, borin.
yes that will be it.
now u noe wad to and not to listen to.
enlightenment.
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
lose yourself
i am kinda screwed. the bio paper is 9 hrs 45 mins away and i havent done any revision today. AND i'm pretty sure i've forgotten everything i haf already studied >.< sigh.
oh yes my guitar string snapped!! the high e string. i took out the rest. now theres one less distraction. one down, many many to go... sigh.
wad the fuck am i doin?? fuck. i shld be studyin bio, the subject i can go suck cock with. its like, wad the hell. i'm so fucking screwed. ugh. couple that with falling asleep in class. best.
i rule.
oh yes my guitar string snapped!! the high e string. i took out the rest. now theres one less distraction. one down, many many to go... sigh.
wad the fuck am i doin?? fuck. i shld be studyin bio, the subject i can go suck cock with. its like, wad the hell. i'm so fucking screwed. ugh. couple that with falling asleep in class. best.
i rule.
girl on the mrt
sigh. i'm really sad.
ok so i shall start from the beginning. i was on my way back from toa payoh, after my cai pai. it was 6+, on the 1 of oct. i stepped into cabin 18 (accordin to toa payoh numbering). i then walked over and leaned against the pole right at the centre. picture this. u walk in. turn right. the seat on your left in front of you, nearest to the door. there.
there she sat.
and damn was she pretty.
ok i've said this many times actually. she isnt wad you'd conventionally call pretty/chio/hot. i dunno. maybe and probably its jus me. point is she struck me, kind of. and its like, i was wearing a cap, blasting my ipod in my ear. irrelevant facts actually. point is, she jus sat there, playing with her phone (i seriously don tink she smsed).
so she was roughly our age, give or take one year. not very tall, judging from her sitting height ie how tall she was sitting down. she was wearing a apir of adidas (!!) shoes with pink (!!) stripes. yellow socks. short brownish skirt, the pleated kind if dats wad its called. she as wearing a black top, with like a jacket thing on top. i cant really rmb wad the jacket thing looked like, except that it covered her arms till abit past her elbows. she had on this pair of really cool/nice specs. it was the half frame kind, maroon-brown, moderate thickness. and she had her hair tied back in a ponytail. i guess her hair is about shoulder length, maybe abit longer.
she was relatively slim, not anorexic. she had damn fine arms and legs. nice tan, proportionate. she had rather nice hands. if i rmb correctly, she had pretty lips. rather small, not poutish but not too straight either. and she had ncie eyes. yes. judging from what i could see at least. and she had a nice bag too. brown-grey, with some pattern on it which i tink is pretty nice. and it was a shoulder bag ^^.
so.
what now?
ok so i shall start from the beginning. i was on my way back from toa payoh, after my cai pai. it was 6+, on the 1 of oct. i stepped into cabin 18 (accordin to toa payoh numbering). i then walked over and leaned against the pole right at the centre. picture this. u walk in. turn right. the seat on your left in front of you, nearest to the door. there.
there she sat.
and damn was she pretty.
ok i've said this many times actually. she isnt wad you'd conventionally call pretty/chio/hot. i dunno. maybe and probably its jus me. point is she struck me, kind of. and its like, i was wearing a cap, blasting my ipod in my ear. irrelevant facts actually. point is, she jus sat there, playing with her phone (i seriously don tink she smsed).
so she was roughly our age, give or take one year. not very tall, judging from her sitting height ie how tall she was sitting down. she was wearing a apir of adidas (!!) shoes with pink (!!) stripes. yellow socks. short brownish skirt, the pleated kind if dats wad its called. she as wearing a black top, with like a jacket thing on top. i cant really rmb wad the jacket thing looked like, except that it covered her arms till abit past her elbows. she had on this pair of really cool/nice specs. it was the half frame kind, maroon-brown, moderate thickness. and she had her hair tied back in a ponytail. i guess her hair is about shoulder length, maybe abit longer.
she was relatively slim, not anorexic. she had damn fine arms and legs. nice tan, proportionate. she had rather nice hands. if i rmb correctly, she had pretty lips. rather small, not poutish but not too straight either. and she had ncie eyes. yes. judging from what i could see at least. and she had a nice bag too. brown-grey, with some pattern on it which i tink is pretty nice. and it was a shoulder bag ^^.
so.
what now?
Monday, October 03, 2005
when you haf an exam tomorrow but don really give a fuck
as u can tell by the title, i am very much wasting time. which is good. ok. i shall rip the thingy of wilbur's blog. haha. its...interesting.
The rules:
1. Write something about people you know.
2. You CANNOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks which is about them, you CANNOT tell. This also applies to people asking about who other people are.
4. Some may be a bit the obvious (that's the idea), but don't try to guess less you get it wrong.
5. The good thing is, you all may take whichever one you think refers to you, and post it on your blogs, but i won't tell you whether you're correct or wrong.
6. Clue: None.
7. You cannot ask me anything I don't want to answer.
ok here goes.
1. where do i start? we go back quite a long way. its been almost 5 yrs now. haiz. the times, the times... you've been a great friend, and i know you always will be. so many promises haf been made. lets jus hope we will follow through on them. smile yeah? and pls do take care...
2. yo bro. wattup? haha. oh well wad can i say? 1. you're gay. 2. you're a bleedin fag 3. you're a pal. i tink. we've had alot of fun times. memorable really. and i hope it'll be this good forever. (yay i'm quoting everlong. lol) brush up on ure guit and we can go jam! and honestly, jd sucks core.
3. hi tai tai. i haf to say you are fast. not like runnin or anythin (duh) but u noe... go through..stuff fast. haha. maybe its true. u do wan to beat your sis? maybe, jus maybe.
4. hm. fire boy. hows things? esp with, u noe... one month? we'll see... haha. u noe, having u around is useful. we could use u for "stuff". haha. i dunno wad to say. you shld maybe be less gay with ure boyfriend? and be more accepting of "her"? haha.
5. yo black. (and here i haf to admit wilbur's one was motherfuckin hilarious) wattup man. you shld be mroe open u noe. i mean, come on no one goes through a yr, at this age summore, and can say you never liked anyone rite? haha. and don let ureself be bullied so much eh. yeah.
6. hm. mr don give a fuck. interesting person u are. come on man. some things call for commitment. don last minute always pang seh can... ugh. and u owe me a guit. and a jammin session.
7. its kinda strange. we can actually talk now. but i must say you've changed alot since the start of the year. and for the better too. maybe dats why he... uh nvm. lets not go there shall we? haha. but yeah. its a good thing i guess. although it'll be alot better if u'd stop usin markers so much >.<
8. hm. i personally feel dat you're fine to talk to. however, there is a serious problem, where around certain people, and i shant say who, you become someone else almost. its really like two different peoples. or maybe they jus bring out the other side in you. which is not good. and don live in denial.
9. hm. the above very much applies also. you two are very much alike in that way. but you. man... work a little bit harder, and you won haf to worry so much. and control ureself.
10. sigh. you're so different from the guy i knew last year. good? bad? i would hardly know. we don really tok now, but i wish you all the best. and with her too!
11. its strange. i'm actually kinda surprised you havent jus put this all behind you. i mean, wads the point of asking for forgiveness? does it really matter? we both haf more impt things to deal with. i know. i wont ask you to change, jus as much as you wont ask me to. keep it like that. theres no need for anything more.
12. ok i shall cheat abit. hey you two!! haha. thanks alot for the bible. its very much appreciated. and i understand your desire for me to see as you do. but sorry to say i'm still very much a non-believer. now at least. will it change? who knows? haha. thanks alot again.
13. bitches never do come harder den you do they?
14. the kind of relatioship we have is really strange. its maybe again the issue of the environment. and for you its drastic. but with them aside, hell its fun. don keep dwelling on the past yeah? things here arent really that bad u noe...
The rules:
1. Write something about people you know.
2. You CANNOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks which is about them, you CANNOT tell. This also applies to people asking about who other people are.
4. Some may be a bit the obvious (that's the idea), but don't try to guess less you get it wrong.
5. The good thing is, you all may take whichever one you think refers to you, and post it on your blogs, but i won't tell you whether you're correct or wrong.
6. Clue: None.
7. You cannot ask me anything I don't want to answer.
ok here goes.
1. where do i start? we go back quite a long way. its been almost 5 yrs now. haiz. the times, the times... you've been a great friend, and i know you always will be. so many promises haf been made. lets jus hope we will follow through on them. smile yeah? and pls do take care...
2. yo bro. wattup? haha. oh well wad can i say? 1. you're gay. 2. you're a bleedin fag 3. you're a pal. i tink. we've had alot of fun times. memorable really. and i hope it'll be this good forever. (yay i'm quoting everlong. lol) brush up on ure guit and we can go jam! and honestly, jd sucks core.
3. hi tai tai. i haf to say you are fast. not like runnin or anythin (duh) but u noe... go through..stuff fast. haha. maybe its true. u do wan to beat your sis? maybe, jus maybe.
4. hm. fire boy. hows things? esp with, u noe... one month? we'll see... haha. u noe, having u around is useful. we could use u for "stuff". haha. i dunno wad to say. you shld maybe be less gay with ure boyfriend? and be more accepting of "her"? haha.
5. yo black. (and here i haf to admit wilbur's one was motherfuckin hilarious) wattup man. you shld be mroe open u noe. i mean, come on no one goes through a yr, at this age summore, and can say you never liked anyone rite? haha. and don let ureself be bullied so much eh. yeah.
6. hm. mr don give a fuck. interesting person u are. come on man. some things call for commitment. don last minute always pang seh can... ugh. and u owe me a guit. and a jammin session.
7. its kinda strange. we can actually talk now. but i must say you've changed alot since the start of the year. and for the better too. maybe dats why he... uh nvm. lets not go there shall we? haha. but yeah. its a good thing i guess. although it'll be alot better if u'd stop usin markers so much >.<
8. hm. i personally feel dat you're fine to talk to. however, there is a serious problem, where around certain people, and i shant say who, you become someone else almost. its really like two different peoples. or maybe they jus bring out the other side in you. which is not good. and don live in denial.
9. hm. the above very much applies also. you two are very much alike in that way. but you. man... work a little bit harder, and you won haf to worry so much. and control ureself.
10. sigh. you're so different from the guy i knew last year. good? bad? i would hardly know. we don really tok now, but i wish you all the best. and with her too!
11. its strange. i'm actually kinda surprised you havent jus put this all behind you. i mean, wads the point of asking for forgiveness? does it really matter? we both haf more impt things to deal with. i know. i wont ask you to change, jus as much as you wont ask me to. keep it like that. theres no need for anything more.
12. ok i shall cheat abit. hey you two!! haha. thanks alot for the bible. its very much appreciated. and i understand your desire for me to see as you do. but sorry to say i'm still very much a non-believer. now at least. will it change? who knows? haha. thanks alot again.
13. bitches never do come harder den you do they?
14. the kind of relatioship we have is really strange. its maybe again the issue of the environment. and for you its drastic. but with them aside, hell its fun. don keep dwelling on the past yeah? things here arent really that bad u noe...
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