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i am in a strange state right now. i'm somewhat happy, somewhat sad, somewhat stoned, somewhat irritated, somewhat. somewhat.

i hate mood swings. they piss me off. but i have them aniwae. how fucked up.

i like honey stars. alot. alot. and shit i am sooo going to grow into a chan poh meng. i'm like eating a million meals a day. wtf.

i've decided that being undecided is a good way to go. i mean, honestly i dont think there's any other way. its all so, iffy.

i wish. i can only. wish.