jus trying to sort out my life

for once, well not exactly, but yea for once my title is pretty straight to the point. my life is fucked up. seriously. i'm in need of some serioua help... bleh. sigh i seriously need to sort out my life... its pretty screwed rite now... i aint doin my work, my marks are shit, i'm fallin asleep in class, i don get bio and chem, and sometimes maths also, i'm gettin pissed all the time, i'm losin control of my emotions, i'm friggin fighting with my dad all the time etc.

its tiring. its is.

it hurts to think about the past. when things were so much more...simple. i guess thigns get gradually mroe difficult as we grow older, which is expected. u noe, when i was younger, i never thot things would be the way it is now... not the fucked up family part that is... sigh. does it hurt? i guess it does... but as time goes by, the feeling kinda fades. more numb to it i guess.

sigh. its so difficult nowadays. people are so busy. its like, theres no one to really talk to anymore. it feels strangely lonely.

i g u e s s i k n e w i t a l l a l o n g .