since i aint got inspiration to blog i haf resorted to a meaningless entry with some meaning

yay.

i haf made a list of strange resolutions. well i haven physically made any list in any form, but i've planned on some stuff.

1. be less bitchy. i shall try very hard to do this. the plan is to regulate myself... and jus i dunno tink of other stuff to obsess myself with

2. be less angry/angsty etc. basicaly i'm not gonna let things get to me so easily. like i used to.

sigh. this is very sad. its always liddat when i blog den halfway don feel like bloggin anymore.

this is fucekd lah. i oso dunno wassup with this and that.

pple shld seriously start agreeing with me.

i think, slowly, i'm changing. theres nothing very obvious, but i think its in the little things. i sense i'm becming different. becoming more... i dunno. some one tell me.

i think going crazy, or at least having moments of insanity, it aint dat bad. it provides me with an alternate reality for all of 2 secs.

there are times i'm not even sure what i'm doing. actions dat jsu happen, without me actually contemplating them.

its queer to think dat maybe its all but a cycle. things coming back to itself. jus like how last yr all began. again.

i need to rediscover some parts of the old me. the not-so-blah me. really.

default rocks. everyone go listen to default.

jimmy eat world rocks. you know it.

taking back sunday rocks. ok so i'm slow but better late then never.

lifehouse rocks.

bawling my heart and swallowing all the clouds and blind me