i love my father :))))))))))))))))))))))))) <3 <3 <3

i'm sorry ok.
sorry for being so stupid.
sorry for being this useless.
sorry for not having an ounce of initiative.
sorry for being self-centred.
sorry for being selfish.
sorry for being hopeless.
sorry for not believing in all your stupid ideas.
sorry for being a non-conformist.
sorry for believing in what i do.
sorry for being lazy.
sorry for being dirty.
sorry for being eq retarded.
sorry for being a social outcast.
sorry for not knowing basic etiquette.
sorry for having no sense of what is right.
sorry for not doing the basics.
sorry for being totally worthless.
sorry for not even making the grade.
sorry for constantly failing.
sorry for being such a fucking failure, even tho i didnt fail.
sorry for being this pathetic.
sorry for not being a grown up.
sorry for being a teenager.
sorry for following trends.
sorry for being hip.
sorry for knowing how to use computers and technology in general.
sorry for wanting to be cool.
sorry for being so demanding.
sorry for not caring about what you want.
sorry for being such an insensitive bastard.
sorry for being a recluse.
sorry for not wanting to talk to you.
sorry for hating you.
sorry for all that i have done wrong to you.
sorry for making so much noise with my guitar.
sorry for actually liking and wanting to play music.
sorry for failing my grace 8.
sorry for hating my piano.
sorry for not doing what you believe should be done.
sorry for being such an idiot.
sorry for my existence in your life.
sorry for being such a pest to your blissful existence.
sorry for enjoying what i am doing.
sorry for wanting to get away from home.
sorry for wanting to stay over at other people's home.
sorry for being so damn selfish.

yes, i apologise for everything that i have done wrong to you. yes, i am always in the wrong. yes you are always correct. yes i bow down to you great sir. yes i worship your majesty. yes you are right. yes i am useless. yes yes yes.

go fuck yourself wont you.