of darkness and deep valleys

sigh. theres so much work i gotta do. i haf to hand up all my overdue work by 12 noon 2day. sian. i haf 4 physics stuff, 3 maths assignments and an ss essay to complete. fuck. and i havent even started. shit. i'll be up till 4... bitch.

i look up at the lights,
all hanging over me.
greet the strangers that
walk past me.
yet time has gone past,
memories will fade away.
looking at the pages of my life,
watch as they fade away,
so far away.

took that shot in life,
only to realise,
i was mistaken.
every hour, every minute,
everytime i look at you,
i realise,
you're all i'm living for.

never a good time to say goodbye,
like a distant memory,
of times that keep slipping away.
time will be the one which holds you down.
those words come out,
when those you want have gone away.
give me one more moment,
if i beg would you please.

stars shine, only to laugh at you.
stones turn to mock you.
dawn breaks,
but i cant see the light.
life so tangled up
in all the shit i'm through.

even the best fall down sometime...