in a strange state of limbo

i realise,
i always seem to surround myself with "frens".
start of last yr was aaron and amanda.
den was sws.
den was diane and daniel.
now?
theres not much really left.
and u noe wad?
it actually doesnt feel all that bad.
maybe lonliness was meant for me.
or maybe i was meant for loneliness.

its quite queer,
but dont you tink close friendships are formed in the strangest of circumstances?
ranging from a random shoppin trip to queensway,
to sitting in a stinking room tokin cock.
its quite funny.
i wonder.

you know, i thought i knew you.
now i don noe.
its like, its all so lost to me.
i miss those times we were so close,
miss those times we could read each other's minds,
miss those times we really had fun.
sitting in the middle of the rainfall.
laughing, crying, together.
dancing, bitching, hating,
everything as one.
now you've left me here alone,
and i must tell you this.
after all this time,
i still never did quite understand.
maybe it was just meant to be...