saying sorry - we're falling forward

haiz this is quite sad.
haf you ever felt as if
you cant help but miss someone?
as if theres this little voice in your head,
that never wants to go away?
those times, they dont seem so far back.
yet they feel like an eternity ago.

its quite strange the way our lives
have evolved into wad they are now.
you, me, them, all of us.
do you still rmb the times we spent,
talking about the stragest things,
more than anyhting, laughing.
hehe. tellytubbies.

its like, all that is behind us now.
and i'm not sure we can get it back.
there were times when things were too much to bear.
times when we almost let go.
and den did we?
maybe, maybe not.
it knda hit a little snag.
if thats what it can be called.

u must rmb the time(s) it got too much.
the few instances it all seemed to want to fall apart.
both of us we werent even sure.
i rmb u once asked,
did i ever thot of letting go.
its quite queer how i did once tink about it
rite near the beginning,
but now you know i know i'd never haf
to need to consider it ever again.

the way some people have the ability to shape one's life,
i still have no clue how it ever did happen.
but happen it did,
and there wasnt and isnt any looking back.

i hope you'll forgive me for everything i ever did.

they say everything has its place and time.

in the worst way...