can you fly, ever so high

crap. its happenning. all over again.

fuck lah, singapore really really really sucks. just like that, 3 wks of absolute bliss is gone, over, never to come back again. the misery that is my reality just struck me like, 429 secs ago.

i really hate singapore rite now. it'll prob pass, but i REALLY hate singapore rite now. heh, europe withdrawal symptoms are finally kicking in. damn it.

suddenly, i just dont feel like myself anymore. some part of me feels that i left some part of me somewhere. just like that.

it is coming to an end isnt it? all this happiness, optimism, hope, everything. i'm becoming myself once more. and as much as i hate it, as much as i dont want it, i dunno. i'll do my best, but sometimes, that just aint enough...

things sometimes really sucks. itunes is fucked up, my msn is lagging the shit out of itself, my dad is pmsy, i'm ranty and irritaty and everythingty, ugh. someone come cheer me up, NOW.

NOW.

forget it. i dont even know what i need. suddenly, i just cant feel happiness, like, i just dont know how i can be happy. rite now, everything looks fucking bleak. sch work's screwed up, family is screwed up, schedules are screwed up, everything i wan to do this hols i havent and prob wont/cant do, what the fuck. and thats not all.

NOW, SOMEBODY.