making notice

i am dead tired. i dont want to work on my i/s. i dont want to think about my crit com. all i want to do right now is to just get away from all this shit, and spend some time alone. or spend some time with people that matter...

i suppose, until i actually know, until its all out in the open, i'l never move on. its the same as it was before. it'll just keep eating and eating into me. it makes me unhappy. i have to be simple here. no more confusing riddles, no more stupid little secrets. just be simple, just be honest, just be true.

its been so long. it could be so much longer.