Falling Away With You

i realise then words are escaping me more and more frequently. i dont know what to say, but that's not even the real problem. the real problem lies in the fact that i suspect i may have forgotten how to say. army is screwing with my life. i knew it would, i just didnt know it would be this bad. i have become incoherent. i cant even write a proper semi-intelligent sentence now. i swear, army makes people stupid. its not fair on guys, they enter uni with an increased disadvantage. my active vocabulary has probably been reduced to maybe a 100 words. at best 200? i dont want to count. 

i think the thing that most shocks me is just how much i miss the things i had. 

nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard.