insurgant worries

i could forgive.
yet i wont.
cos you dont even see your own faults.
are you just basically disillusioned,
or just plain ignorant,
i really dont know.

just what are your intentions,
seeking something you dont deserve.
what made you do so?
to say make one less enemy of me,
thats as pathetic an explanation as i've come across.
cos if thats never crossed your mind when the year began,
why now? it makes nuts sense.

and even after all this talk,
i still don see you being any clearer.
do you even know what i'm talkin about?
its hard to say.
would you ever realise your own faults?
could you ever?

its amazing,
cos listening to you,
giving one after another that isnt ever quite there,
its a wonder i still make effort,
even bother, cos i shouldnt.
its a waste of time, as things stand.

insensitivity - hardly.
cowardice - hardly.

only if you ever do realise,
then should you come to me.
for i'm not gonna try,
until you do.