been living for tomorrows all my life, searching, waiting, watching...

i haf to say this.
some people are irrtatin the fuck out of me.
(yay, some of u will say...)
with no particular individual(s) in mind,
these people get on my nerves:

people living in denial.
they are so fuckin (here i refrain from usin goddamn) myopic about things, its sometimes amazing. shocking that it can actually be that way. i mean, some things are jus so bloody obvious. its also hilarious, when a person can immediately do what he(for simplicity's sake i shall use he.) claims no to. in the space of 5 secs.
people all haf impressions, some call it stereotypes. i noe it too fucking well. hell start failing and u'll noe wad i mean. i noe i'm looked down upon. i noe my marks give me a bad name. people here in the vip base alot of judgement on academics. hey i aint saying this is fucked up or anything. well it is, but there is basis for it. i mean, in such a competitive environment, marks is the first and sometimes only comparison.
so when placed under a particular image, i tink its bloody stupid to claim to want to fight it, and den do nothin. wait, i'm goin off point. point is, some people keep tellin the whole world who they don wan to be, yet they are exactly that. claim to not be a suck up, yet act cute in front of trs. and then deny it. thats really the cherry on top man...

bimbos in v14.
there are a specific couple/threesome here. but that doesnt matter. the thing is, i'm getting so irritated with all the stupid brainless remarks, the wannabe actions, the acbc attitude.
its like, its tiresome after some time to say the least. i mean, we are all smart. duh. we're the fuckin vip. but when these people start becoming stupid, as in un-thinkin, it fucks up everything. its like i don recognise them anymore. people haf changed too much. for the worse. and now it gets on my nerves. bloody hell it does. fuck it if its jus me. it doesnt matter. the point is that bitch or not, they haf changed. mutated. and in all honesty dats not a gd thing.

people who don stand by what they say.
this is qutie an issue. a personal one too. cos i've witnessed this many many times. i really cannot stand it when people say one thing, then becasue of something, probreably popular opinion etc, then revise his or her stand. i haf a big problem with these kinds of people, mainly becuase of my nature. i am one who will stand by wad i say, wad i believe, and fuck u if u don agree. but i hate it when people's stand keeps changing. its all in the futile attempts to fit in isnt it? and its not jus 14. i also see alot of it in 13. in wanting to fit in, to be accepted by the mass, one changes and confirms to the norm, even after statin clearly that he or she would stand by his own stand.

like fuck u all.
i cant stand it.
i'll make it fuckin clear.
if u tink i'm being egoistical and all,
so be it.
i don give a fuck anyway.
i'm allowed my own opinion.

this is but the tip of the fuckin iceberg.