talkin to her on the phone

i hate secrets.
really.
but i have so many.
and i know quite a fair bit too...

ugh.

the thing about secrets,
it binds you.
it controls you.
it gives others power over you.
control.
and i hate that.
u can say i'm ego or wad,
but i've never been the most sharing person in the world, bar one.
but that has changed alot.

and i really thinks its takin too much.
i've made my first step.
lets see if i can keep it up.
or not.

how i wish, wish you were here...