making notice

everyone's got their own flaws. that's what makes us different from each other. and i mean, sometimes it is very hard to deal. sometimes it does get too much, where you just feel like giving up, where you just feel like letting lose all that pent up frustration. its so easy to say that we should tolerate. the question really is, how much does one tolerate?

i like to judge people. that's the honest truth. i like to judge people, to make sense of the relationships, everything. do i adopt the position of someone greater, someone superior? i dont think i do. i hope i dont. i wonder how much people judge me. i wonder if people judge me as much as i judge myself. is judgement bad? is it wrong to pass judgement? i dunno, it depends i guess. it can be argued that it is our judgement that determines who we are. like, what you like, what you dislike. its all judging isnt it? but at the same time, judgement can be "wrong". i think its not so much the judgement, but rather if we act on those judgements. by taking action i think we're bringing it pass just the act of judging.

i dont know if i have a sense of what's right and wrong. my mind works weirdly. i dont know if i'm in any position to judge people.