making notice

i realise, my anger is very self-destructive. i think i need anger management. its been too long since i've had anyone to talk to. the actual period of actually being angry isnt long. its all the shit that comes after. it kills me from within. its just, i dont have anyway to get it out. especially now, when he has to be so fucking moronic to take my guitar away just cos of some fucking piano exam. it all makes no sense at all. how stupid can parents be? ugh. i really feel like ranting now, and just, you know, everything. but then, i dont. in some ways, i cant. i'm doing all this shit to myself anyway.