making notice

for all the good that technology is worth, it has but one great downfall: LAG. i hate lag. i fucking hate lag so bad i want to murder someone everytime it happens. i am not a patient person. not when it comes to this. i can wait for great things. i can wait for the world to end, i can wait for the sky to fall, i can wait for muse to come to spore again, BUT I CANNOT WAIT FOR MY PAGE TO LOAD. it is freaking annoying having to press f5 10 times before the page starts to slowwwwwwly load. UGH.

so screw technology. when the laptop motherboard dies, when the desktop internet lags, when the sister hogs the only good piece of technology left in the house, I SAW SCREW TECHNOLOGY.

i need to deep think. i have a ki assignment to do, which i dont really feel like doing anymore. it'll prob only take me 15 mins, but still, its not as exciting as i thought it would be. i know what i shall do. i shall REFLECT. (why am i using so many caps today?!? and i am reaaaaaaly annoyed with the desktop. words cannot describe just how frustrated and angry i am right now. but i shall try anyway. my arms are tensed up, ready to hit something. my neck feels tense. my chest is slightly tight, and there is a great feeling of repressed violence in me right now. right now, i want to punch my sister into pulp. it is too much anger. stop.)

deep thought. deeeeeeeep thought. *thinks* i think i might have lost my ability to deep think. right now, i suspect i can only deep talk, but i cant deep think. this does not bode well for my future.