i was helpless as u turned around to leave

have u ever felt that way?
so helpless, knowing there ure very best,
it never was enough.
have u sometimes wondered if its worth it?
u want something so bad,
but try as u might,
it is just always that little bit more.
stretch u say. but its still always jus out of ure grasp.
its quite ironic, when its not the loss that really hurts.
what sucks the most, its the almosts.
i almost made it,
it almost could have been.
have u ever had thoughts like these?
i'm sure u have. everyone does.
so lets all make out and die.
wadeva.