i am in a bad mood. fucking hell. i want to kill someone right now. parents suck. seriously. i want to stab my mom sooooo badly, its not even funny anymore. everything's just so fucking screwed up. its not fair, it really isnt. here i am, trying to juggle my already very messed up life, and there they are further complicating things. i mean, i hate it so much right now. piano has just become something, meaningless and pointless. just sittign in front of the damn thing, i don even feel like playing the stuff i normally do. it just repulses me right now. so fuckign screwed up. fuck sia i am so going to fail the damn exams just for the hell of it. and i mean its a double edged sword. fail it and they can give me all kinds of shit, do this and that, say what i never work hard enough all that fucking bullshit. pass it and they'll give me the i told u so lecture. fuck them. fuck them.
i want to run away. really.
Monday, March 19, 2007
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