too bad son

its quite sad really. i mean, its the things that matter that always seem so difficult. i mean, i have had may things better than others, but the things that i really really want, i somehow never get. maybe its life's way of fucking with me u noe. give me the good stuff, deprive me of the great stuff. or am i jus being selfish? in a way i think i am. i mean, i have had a pretty gd life, compared to others. but still... haiz.

its just, i want some things so so so badly...