do i have a choice?

i hate it. i hate it. i hate it.
its so fucking fake,
so terribly pretentious.
all of it. and its horrible.
the worst part is,
i'm fully aware of it happening.
and yet, i'm not sure i could deal with it in any other way.
everything's so fragile,
so weak, so many ifs. its fucking scary to think that,
someday, we're all going to be the same.
we're all going to go around fucking things up,
meddling in things that dont matter,
its all hopelessly stupid.
and yet,
i doubt anyone could accept it in any other way.