walk down this lonely path

its a feeling i cant seem to shake

i am convinced theres something out there,
something we dont quite understand.
something that makes the impossible happen,
something that makes the real and fake,
all seem quite the same.
have you ever wondered,
why sometimes reality seems so artificial,
sometimes the artificial seems so real,
so much so you cant decide any more.
your head's spinning out of control,
and you dont know where to go.
and of course,
no one's ever there to save you.

its quite funny. it never seemed to be like that, but i suppose deep down it was. i think for very long i was never really ready to accep that, never really ready to deal with it. and now i dont have much of a choice do i?