deformed muscles ((((:

its the irony of it all,
minute after minute,
hour after hour,
staring at a screen,
believing that it means something.
believing that its actually worth it.
when in fact, it isnt.
all it is, it's wasting time away.
wasting this life away.
burning up the seconds,
slowly, ticking, ticking,
like a stream never to flow again.
to the end, and never back.

to think, to think it might actually end up somewhere...