why am i so stupid?

sigh. i'm so damn stupid.

and i'm such a bastard lah. i cant stand the way i am so superficial, so judgemental, so anti-social. its horrible. i mean, i'm screwing with my life. i'm ending things before they even begin. its so ironic. somehow, i think i'm one who doesnt give many pple a chance. its fucking horrible. i'm fucked up.

i hate myself. so do you.

sigh.