there's this strange buzzing

theres this strange buzzing between my ears.
its defeaning, yet i hear no sound.
it hurts, yet i feel no pain.
theres something, but i cant feel it.
but i know.

theres this strange buzzing among my eyes.
it blurs the very vision i thought i have.
i blink, each blink a torture in itself.
i can feel my eyelids yearning for each other,
seeking the comfort that is familiar.
who's to say?

theres this strange buzzing running through my hair.
its there, but i dont feel my hair move.
the smell of my hair wax drifts around,
i can taste the sweetness in the air.
poison lurks where we least expect it.
but at least i'm aware.

that theres this strange buzzing,
somewhere.

i am like SO going to fail lit and ki. i have lost all ability to construct a proper english sentence, let alone a paragraph, let alone an essay. i'm SO dead. really. btw that reall isnt a sentence. neither was that one. neither is this one.