me and my little girl

i have complexes.

first, i have a stalker complex. not that i've stalked anyone yet, but i know i can. i have this thing about observing people, noting every single thing they do. and wanting to know everything about them. its quite scary really. and all these stalking plans keep running through my head, so tempting, at the same time so scary.

secondly, i have an elitist complex. its like, once in awhile, i'll feel that everyone around me is just so, stupid. and pointless, and useless, and absolutely worthless. i have these moments, and i totally hate myself for it. its like, suddenly everyone kind of disappears, and theres me left in my own little bubble, looking down on everyone else, thinking i'm so damn fucking great, when i guess the truth is, i'm not.

oh well. we all gotta live with who we are i guess.