drinking soya bean

this may never start,
we can fall apart,

i'm in that kind of mood again.
sigh.
i don even noe why.
and i tink thats the worst part about it.
i mean, normally if theres a good reason,
then its somewhat legitimate.
but its not.
which is why it sucks so much.
i'm jus being pissed with the small things.
pple saying this instead of this,
pple smiling a certain way,
pple being kaypoh about things i don give a fuck about.
its, stupid.

i need perspective.
i desperately need to see things differently.
i need a change of environment.
i need to do different stuff.
instead of wasting my life away at home in front of the com or tv.
i need to pick up a new hobby.
i need to excercise.
i need help.
my brain needs serious work.
i need new experiences.
i want to try new things.

in short, i need a life. badly.

i'll be your memory...