KI OR GP?!?!?!?!?

fuck i cant decide which to take. i'm scared that if i take ki i wont put in the work, which will really suck. it'll screw me up bad. but den again, i want to take ki, cos the subject interests me. its alot more interestin den gp imo. which brings me to gp. the thing about gp is that i guess its the safer option. but do i want a safer option? what if it becomes another sian subject, which would den result in me not putting in work, which will still screw my grades. i really dunno. am i willing to put in the effort? i mean, i say i am. i tell myself that if it interests me i'll put in effort. thing is, am i sure? no. of course not. now wad? and there is the elitist issue. all my life i've always been in these positions. tao nan gep, vsgep (especially), ip, and if i take ki, now ki. but i mean it won be an unfamiliar feeling. but thing is, would taking gp make me more 'normal'? would it mean i'm one with the rest? would taking ki make me elitist? and does ki really make me anymore elitist? i mean, i'm entering jc which the vip written all over me. isnt dat elitist enough? and most importantly, does all these elitist talk really matter? and also what about the ki students themselves. i'm guessing 1/3-1/2 of the ki pple will be from vip, which is good and bad, cos if i'm unlikely and get stuck with pple i dislike, gg to me man. its jus so gonna blow. and i don wan dat happening. and dang was saying how its possible to drop ki to gp, but i;m tinkin if its a risk i want to take. if i wan to do law, is it safer to take gp? will i necessarily score better in gp den ki? ARGH. damn they shld never have invented this ki thing. bleh. decision decision decision.