part of me died...

i haf found anythin i find weird. ok dat was a weird sentence. ok dats not my point is. my point is, i tink its quite queer how pple blog for pple. u noe. ok now here this may look like i'm bloggin for pple, but its diff. i used to. nowadays i don tink i do as much. but i dunno i jus read smthn about how someone "self-censors" becos of others readin his/her blog. i find dat quite weird, dumb and pointless. i mean, its like come on its ure blog. wadeva u write shld not be restricted by others. ok so maybe pple tink differently from me. ok pple DO tink differently from me. no maybe.

point is, especially if teachers read our blogs, the more we shld feel compelled to say exactly wad we want. so teachers if ure readin this: fuck u for making my life so terrible .|.

haha. haha. haha. i'm a serious bastard lah. so ego -.- and i cant help it mah. i blog for myself. its slightly compulsive. sometimes it helps me, sometimes its fucks me up, sometime it does notin. sometimes its jus a means of fillin in the little gaps in my life. hahahahahahaha.

we need to understand. u noe.

gah. its like, i'm gonna fail bio. no its not its like. i noe i'm goin to fail bio. i knew since wad, febuary 2005. woohoo.

i need to see other things.
i need perspective.
i want to know what its like out there.
i want to grasp more than i know i can.