Saturday, November 08, 2008

pains unexplained

maybe i'm going deaf. i think if there's one thing i'm really afraid of, it is going deaf. even partially. if i cant hear properly, i cant play music. if i cant play music, well, i cant be happy. and if i cant be happy, what's the point of living? there's deductive reasoning for you. 

but i honestly think i may be going deaf. its a strange sensation. everytime sound goes into my ears, it starts to ring and crackle. its like, glass in my ears. or something like that. non-stop. 

i want more colour in my life. my life is not colourless, its just dull. 

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